Please save my ego / Saturday, June 12, 2010
Dear Ego,
It's Clive Sin here (actually it's me again but nvrm i pretend to be him for awhile).
I just want to know, where are you? Why did you abandon me? You left me alone, and I felt so sad, horrible, and zi bei. Now everyday I suan myself. I say I'm dumb, I say I'm retarded, I say I'm lame and immature and screwed up and all the bad stuff. And I miss those days, where I was so confident and thinking that I was the best person in the whole world.
I'm sending this lovely letter to you now through my lady who I'm working for because I'm too scared of meeting you. I'm too scared that you'll reject me and I won't be able to take it (see how un-ego i am now?). My lady was kind enough to volunteer (and write this letter ahaha) so that I can work better as her knight in the future. Isn't she such a wonderful employer? I shall work hard! Once I have you by my side.
So please, I know perhaps in the past I didn't treat you well, I didn't appreciate you enough. As you might know, absence makes the heart fonder. And it's true, now I miss you soooo much. Now you're gone, I see just how important you are to me. Please please follow my lady back. If you don't want to do it for me, do it for her. With you, I can work hard and repay her kindness.
Please please come?? I love you so much! Don't reject me... I'll cry, I'm serious!
Yours sincerely,
Clive Sin
-BY LIV-
/Hopped!
11:21 PM
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