To be able to create such a dance from a moment of imagination...
/Hopped! 9:47 PM
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/ Wednesday, January 27, 2010
wad was i thinking? when the world doesnt revolve around me. its my choice to follow the path i desire. hahaz
/Hopped! 1:03 AM
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lets run! lets run! with u on the bike, we will ride to anywhere u wish. living in this moment, right here, right now, thats all it matters.
Sen no yoru wo koete - third song in my playlist nice!
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me I wander within that repetition I found one answer that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt I can say “I love you” to the person who I love Do you love me? Or not love me? As for things like that, it’s already fine either way No matter how I wish There are many unchangeable things in this world, right? That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you Is the truth unchangeable by anyone I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you There’s something that I must tell you I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me I wander within that repetition I found one answer that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love It’s scary to turn my feelings into words But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes I want to face you, but I can’t be honest I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner And hated being alone on that day Seemed to love people while unwounded I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now There is something that I must tell you I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me I wander within that repetition I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love It’s the most wonderful thing in this world
/Hopped! 12:14 AM
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/ Monday, January 25, 2010
Staring at the blotches of white painted across the black canvas. I was searching for someone. For that instant, i felt our gaze met. As we connect, overcoming billions light years that set us apart...
ひとりで、よるをこえて。 あのときのさばしいいかんじをもどった。 きらいよ
/Hopped! 12:58 AM
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/ Monday, January 18, 2010
The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky Even though I'm chilled as if I'm being blown by the wind
I don't know anything(1) about you, do I? And yet, I found you amongst a billion(2) people There's no (scientific) basis for this, but I believe this with all seriousness
We can't live at the same time without trivial fights If I can't be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless
Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart Can you share our loneliness?
I pressed my ear against your heart Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from) (That's where) I want to disembark, There, we'll meet once again
I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt
Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering And yet, I want to continue to protect you
Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky
粉雪 Konayuki
粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai 人混みに紛れても同じ空見てるのに hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni 風に吹かれて 似たように凍えるのに kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni
僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ soredemo ichioku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo 根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda
些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai 素直になれないなら 喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake
粉雪 ねえ 心まで白く染められたなら konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara 二人の孤独を分け合う事が出来たのかい futari no kodoku wo wakeau koto ga dekita no kai ?
僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete その声のする方へすっと深くまで sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made 下りてゆきたい そこでもう一度会おう orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou
分かり合いたいなんて 上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方 wakariaitai nante uwabe wo nadeteita no wa boku no hou 君のかじかんだ手も 握りしめることだけで繋がってたのに kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta noni
粉雪 ねえ 永遠を前にあまりに脆く konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku ざらつくアスファルトの上シミになってゆくよ zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natteyuku yo
粉雪 ねえ 時に頼りなく心は揺れる konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuzuketai
粉雪 ねえ 心まで白く染められたなら konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara 二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
/Hopped! 11:23 PM
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/Hopped! 11:17 PM
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MUFFIN
MUFFIN
Hav u heard of the muffin man~
The muffin man~
The Muffin man~
The crazy little muffin man~
all across ur Land~
/Hopped! 11:03 PM
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Surrounded by familiar faces, Shouting at the top of ur voice, But its just not enough. Ur words can no longer reach them. And all of them fade into nothing...
/Hopped! 10:57 PM
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/ Sunday, January 17, 2010
Envy Greed
/Hopped! 12:03 AM
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/ Thursday, January 14, 2010
The older we get, the unhappier the books around us become
/Hopped! 10:40 PM
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/ Monday, January 11, 2010
/Hopped! 1:30 AM
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/ Friday, January 08, 2010
If pressure is gonna push me off the cliff, then so be it. its time i learn how to fly...
heh this sounds nice. i will use it to psyco myself during exams^^.
im feeling lazy...
understanding each other, is that impossible?
/Hopped! 7:18 PM
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/ Saturday, January 02, 2010
y put so much effort into smthing tat is temporary. like fireworks, everything in life will bloom for less than one second, and die off within the next amidst all the fireworks, can u ensure that urs is the brightest and the most memorable? no matter wad happens, we will all be washed away by the waves of time. haahahz
this is a spin off imarealtard.blogspot.com do check it out!
its a new year.
going to post smthing that i hope i can still feel for in the future.
----------------------------------------------------------------- walking down this empty path. with nothing but darkness and silence. the moon shone perfectly up in the starless night sky 寂しくても、悲しくても、私はこの町で走って。。。 自分の未来を探して。。。 仲間を忘れるかもしれない i might not rmb ur face ur voice or ur eyes... たぶんね、俺の記憶が悪いんだ but i will rmb my frens as little beadsof light, forever in my heart. and as i move on, i noe that i will definitely meet others as you will too on ur path towards ur future. この町で続けて、前の地方明るくなった。 さようなら、 友達 -----------------------------------------------------------------
had the urge to post this yst nite. for no real reason. but i hope that i will be able to relate to this in the future.
pain, it might just turn me into smthing completely different.
/Hopped! 12:00 AM
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/ Friday, January 01, 2010
hihi! its 2341 now u noe wad that means? day 1 of 2010 is almost over. slpt thru half of it, woke up watched avatar, then toked for the rest of the day.
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yst was weird, n its kinda weird blogging about yst coz i haven blogged bout my life for very long. so yst, hmmmm.. went to meet the VIs and VIs to be^^ play snap jack, which was... kinda scary coz ppl slap each others hands and scream. yeah! but it was fun, apart from getting a large pile of cards
then there was the movie. wow im watched 17 AGAIN AGAIN!... i still find the part where zac efron toked about the condoms and the baby n abstinence it was touching. i teared the first time i saw that scene. plus the scene where they were at court, n he "read" a letter bout his true feelings, but in fact the paper he held only had his address? thingy. yea.. nice movie if u wanna noe more about ABSTINENCE watch this
ahahahaz
then we go walk to the padang and we didnt make it and we just stopped somewhere and the fireworks came up and ppl go Wow and ppl go billibanja and VIP 1110 stone and Ambrose sir was funny and we took a picture and, i realised it was my first time that i saw fireworks LIVE! omg wow..
it was beautiful.
yup then 1110 went to citylink to get food and drinks, countercurrent flow^^ and we talked i got to noe more about these bunch of ppl, smthing like getting to noe a bunch of bananas... thats nice i like bananas, do u like them? HEH IF U GOT A PROB WITH BANANAS, THEM I GOT A PROB WITH U ASSSSS
at least BANANAS stick TOGETHER. ....
yea...
n i reached home at 2 smthing... slpt till 4 pm today^^
mm mmm
yea..
so its 2010 now. its new... and its newer than 2009. but it means we are closer to 2012. n i am going to get closer to gals too.. shld be fun