While pursuing our dreams, sometimes, we have to think back^^
對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑微微笑
小時候的夢我知道不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠回家吧
回到最初的美好還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑微微笑
小時候的夢我知道不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠回家吧
回到最初的美好
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/ Thursday, September 25, 2008
Today will be the last day^^ YAY owe myself alot but yar gonna help me get stronger so its OK!! hahahz STUDY STUDY GD LUCK PPL Jiayou!GANBATTE! GOGOGO! MIAOZ RAWR spam spam hahaahahz
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/ Wednesday, September 24, 2008
wahahah today Jap oral like piece of cake At the start eat eat like very nice then eat until middle wah dam FULL start burping cannot tok liaoz then too FULL wanna puke but must force myself eat! hahahahahaz not Bad not bad...... JIAYOU CLIVE theres the PAPER! and jeraldine is still short...... (grow tall grow tall)!!!!! and jeff got New gf? so tall so tall!!!!!
Watched code geass yesterday same old story like gundam seed destiny like tat one ruler control wad every human does so no conflict .... not much difference in the philo part but if those ppl nvr watch gnudam destiny should go watch code geass ep 24 coz the message was brought out stronger la quite nice...
Hehez tot about it a little.. came up with smthing Humans nvr really preferred peace its just some goal tat ppl share so tat we can try to bring unity throughout the world but ppl's dreams ppl's personality are all different so conflict will definitely be there Peace is just an illusion that humans try and follow
BUT hahahz
human nature makes us want to fight we enjoy bloodshed we enjoy the trauma we enjoy the pain and the suffering wah see WWE songh ar see action film we super shiok ar ... because of our own nature there can be no peace If peace is can be attained it would have been attained long ago after WW2 after 911 after so many many war its so simple to achieve peace just drop your arms and be friends but no we cant for get to hate each other we cant forget to take revenge because i kill your friend u hav to kill me then my friend will come kill u then ur friend come kill my friend wah so nice seh even retards can figure it out but we still continue
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Clive / Tuesday, September 23, 2008
not bad la i got a secret today^^ can help me grow a lot stronger one, hahahz lasting for 3 days FUN!
Today zeze did a super nice thing.. She tot me Physicshahahahahaz actually need pay her $8 an hour but think she forgot! or maybe she too kind to want to ask from me^^ so ggooodd!!!
Tmr japanese oral Must jiayou! We believe We believe that Clive can do it!!!!!!! yeayeayea!
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/ Sunday, September 21, 2008
Friday Yups yups, got only one DMP period so went sch at 9.30am then study with jia wei hahahaz retard, go suggest study in the middle of the field then me being so kind go take our bag go middle of field study Tards? no, this called change of enviironment^^ then slept in library went to MOELC for Jap make up class Find yousheng after tat got lost.. scary lehz coz dumb ass want me wait then i go get myself lost scary... scared ppl jump out rape me so bious must self defence! tot of few ways to torture criminals make me happy^^ The went home with yousheng he play with Ant on train and ignore me Walao ass la go play with the ant on ur hand! Tard! Anty BOY..
Saturday
Guess wad? its DD BIRTHDAY todsay! OMgomgomg i was so hyped up then yesterday, yousheng suddenly tell me its joel birthday and not DD's WADDHELL joel go bluff me for like 1 week and i believed him Now he call me retard DD call me retard yousheng call me retard then everyone thinks im a tard i noe im gullibble but DUNNID GO BLUFF ME UNTIL LIKE TAT RIGHT? asshole haahahahhahahaz but its ok, nohign wrong with being a tard^^
So today bday boy late we watch movie come my house play go home !!! so fun! dumb shengyang shuqiao and xinyan disturb me in the Make It Happen movie quite ok la movie, not tat exciting except for the dancing part? wahahahahah! Then grandma house bday went there play with niece and nephew.. then my uncle come in bombard me with all the R rated questions walao... ahahahahhaz tardz
"No matter what paths we take stand tall stand proud and live your life with every ounce of energy u hav definitely our paths will cross again its a promise...."
Sometimes, we think, by sacrificing for our friends, we are actually helping them and exchangin a brighter future for them. But isit really the case? When u see them cry, over the fact that u have sacrificed urself have u really given them a brighter future?
To live your life strong for the sake of ur friends tats the future we all want
yipps doing maths ust now and later.. gonna recharge now by eating ^^ lol busy busy DMP week bit boring but today we got one cool ART teacher o yeah man! finally got a retarded yet cool and awesome and sick teacher hard to come by mm..... took DMP course expecting one of our sch teacher to teach us bout cartoonning but in the end, we got a retard! YAY!!!! learn how draw many many ways plus GUNDAM too hhahz ownz ownz
and yeah 2 DMP modules same classs as Joel. Bious u lucky u in my class^^ coz i will slp then u can wake me up!!
and thx Tingwei for slapping my during maths DMP to wake me up i noe its tiring coz u had to do it alot of times! hahahhaz
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understnad my famiily ^^ / Tuesday, September 16, 2008
James blunt by Yensen.....
Cousin siao hahahahahahahz
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Wahahaahah nvr post on sat night! wanted to lehz but too tired so summary here :
SAT
That day went out early went to meet DD and yousheng coz of CRYSTAL Then, we go walk around like 2 tards and a very mature and cool Clive ahahahz^^ Went to a lot of interesting nvr go before place like Indian Temple and Mosque i like ^^ add to my research hhahaz Then we go into a chinese temple when the person ask us wad sch we from we say RI he suddenly change his attitude towards us athen super friendly say we are future leaders... wadehell, ppl dunno how RI ppl really are.... They just judge them by their results, then think as if the future is certain for them ... Having the brains isnt my everything hope ppl's perspective will change ^^ then we go walk to some retarded place yousheng and DD like camera Tards taking pics and argue like gay but too mature, i pose for them hahaahahz all the statues so fun! So from morning to evening walk like crazy
Went back to stagmont park Mooncake festival er.. i a little anti social i think.. :( i changed too much last time i would have jumped arnd like mad helpig evryone now i stand there stone like tard... Shit.... but nuovo sing not bad ar hahaahz After tat all the gals left boys pack up we went kee heng house downstair play bball 10.00pm to 11.00pm.. i like ^^ hahahz Went home Slp last day slp at ah ma house ^^ sadded also, happy also
SUN
Next day go new house! House warming Xin Yan came! TY hahahaz Jeff came! TYY Then they got exposed to my sick cousin and uncle hahahaz bet u all learned loads can consult me anytime! hahahahhz At night walk with xin yan home. not bad ar Semb to Yishun only 15 mins haahhahhaz RAWR
MON
So monday DMP
TUES
Then today.. very happy ahahahahahz alot of reasons! including eating 3 sets of lunch! haahahahahahahz EAT LIKE PIGGIE die a happy man! YAY!
ppl visiting blog must see this! must SEE a clip from Gundam seed last ep Nice nice philosophy bout human's atrocities and why we should all go down the path of destruction! Real nice la hahahahz Jiayou
.: Without conflicts, nothing will progress:.
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kids singing... Cool ownz / Monday, September 15, 2008
i think first one is ownz pro i think the second is retarded and cute but still ownz I noe i not paedophile ^^
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Weird? / Friday, September 12, 2008
i contradict myself too much...
haiz sian.... yesterday my Math tuition teacher suan me maths like so PRO. i super sad la haahahahz Always suan me de ^^ very fun also then today tuition got 2 funny funny gals.... very weird lehz dunno how describe
Then day before go walk then i see the star beside the moon again^^ always same place, dunno wad star isit then thought of whether there is other forms of life out there quite lonely lehz for us we dun find life like in other parts of our solar system Then also felt scared if the sky is totally transparent, we will be able to see the entire universe how will it feel like if u float in space?? super lonely seh and u die before reaching anywhere also
RAWR
i still like the universe coz its beautiful hhahahaz
人の夢 人の未来 人の望む 世界を変わる時、全部壊して その時、どうすればいいんですか。
俺は自分で世界を変わらないカもしれません。でもお前と共に、私たちをやれる お前を信じるだから。。。
o ya moving house this friday which is today sunday house warming lock link in my room?
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101% GUTS / Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Rawr today wanted post wanted post soo bad! So happy today, or isit the later part of the day? Miaoz...
Morning got dam fed up with my classmate keep wantingto wear my jacket then i shouted at him, teacher heard ( Bious im loud ) Mr Chua scolded my classmate but i noe he was pissed with me too... Well, dun rilly care coz i was super grumpy then next moment i nvr finish CLE project got scolded again by him... Morning was super ass... but then the exam results i got back for geography and english was satisfied coz i didnt really study last term for it coz need plan RC POC miaoz hahahaz Recess usual eat alone bious felt quite sad but then still the beef and curry chicken accompanied me till the end of the day ^^ in my stomach bleah They are really gd friends, stick to me no matter wad hahaahahz
Then assembly, the Jon Pitikin came our sch shared emotional story bout not givnig up then he cried i was quite moved ^^when he shared bout his life experience quite meaningful, today's assembly
Today first day third Lang for the term proposed to have only one 3hr and 15 min lesson per week for next year tard tard i dun mind Quite ok la the lesson as usual ^^
then i took cab to tanah merah for golf
This is the part ive been wanting to post !!!!
expected it to be the same but 5 weeks nvr go for CCA le, skill sure rusty plus i must thank Mr Chow nvr kick me out last term for low attendance bleah i no clubs, must borrow.. felt paiseh when asking from others all the time today each person brought 3 clubs and 3 balls to course played first hole, not bad seh at least i hit the ball spent likemore than 10 strokes to get the ball in the hole? super shibai but duno y today mood super relax and confident maybe coz i found my old confident personality again? Second hole improved OMG ball actually flew nice nice Surprised that i was super calm and kept humming fun fun tune while hitting
then i saw 2 sparrows flying around my group relaxing... Nice..... see them fly so freely i felt assured dunno y also ^^ felt the ' i can own with every shot ' feeling boiling in me
Next hole we played was par 3 quite short distance plus play red pin coz only got irons^^ Super on liao so i took my 9 iron one bang.... ball fly to left curve right OMG my teacher suddenly smiled that rare smile my ball landed one foot away from HOLE OMGOMGOMG i super happy my tap and ball fell in whole i got a BIRDIE ahhhahahh
Exhilarated? Head wanna burst? u think i go crazy? yar i went crazy coz its my first time getting a birdie OMGOMGOMG siao siao almost hole in one also!! got money get one lez!!! haahahhaz
Then next hole play was like wam wam wam wam wam 5 shots into a par 4 hole Omg... today i played like some ownage shit (comparing to my own standard last time) didnt rweally trained but still retain skill heennngg tot i forgot everything le
But it think its coz of my calmness today an sudden confidence and a lot of guts played very differently today didnt really heed my coach advice^^ just kept asking myself " u got the guts to hit owage shot? " maybe i think like tat so i hit better today? Then i think exam time i also like tat everything full marks diaodiao hahaahz lame lame
Tday golf really changed my mood also felt tat its another avenue for me to enjoy myself RC gets my hyped up and super happy but i get exhausted too then sometimes i cant catch up with stuff Then when im tired Golf really cools me down and calm me down especially the scenary like ur in another world full of green green stuff and alot of swallows sparrows different kind of bird hahahaz i like seh just now felt like sitting down just look at the artificial lake^^ Beautiful....
^^
wanted to add on to wad DD put in his blog la he put: you + Goal + Effort = success
Well, i think its not just these few factors though my interpretation is:
So today woke up at 4.20am ^^ read post below reached sch on time without having to rush, first time this year? ^^ i felt like today could be the best day for the past few months First period was surprised my Bio cct was quite good^^ then came the dumb special quiz and Law didnt inform us Chem.. i brought worksheet, studied in hols o i understood Redox for first time. o yea! miaomiao weeee then maths... didnt noe there was a TA until yesterday Ryoji called me and told me at 11.30pm so couldnt do much Enjoyed getting ownz by paper hahhaahz must work hard loh then then...... nothing else happened today for academics la hahaahz but got smthing that really spoiled my day..
Today was first day of school and we were suppose to recite principle of honour RI ppl ar, lazy until must say RPOH wadehellll u want us respect our principle of honour u go on stage go giv this type of short form... then later ppl on stage say wrong thing make mistake ppl laugh.. walao nvr make mistake before isit? wan go on stage try or not.. then wah more pro recite principle of honour ppl play la smile la joke la will die isit if stand still RI ppl got the brains but really no EQ boh... seriously wanted to wack everyone there like some shit At least show some respect? diaoz
Nvm la... tards are tards unless they get wack by me^^
So today first training for me Batchie^^ MIaoz quite fun quite fun! but kenna rape by siew Kyx and zhengwei ( new in the family ) ^^ in the end still own hahahahaz then sec 1s quite cute la but some need to knock sense into them^^ My sec 1 and 2.. Satisfied for now? i need to be more pro lehz need to nurture them into Leaders and pro ppl hard leh when im a nub ^^ hahahahahhaahahahahz must JIA YOU! i noe i can do IT!
Ok ok went home with xin yan today felt like in Sec 2 when we pon CCA together again miaoz.. got the feeling just tat ive gotten quieter
i realised i got quieter after ULP so diaoz Why ar? dunno also maybe i got more retarded cant even tok? also felt scared lehz y ar scared of alot things now want to forget bout lot of things but at same time dun wan Dilemma hahahhahahaz so how? Biously im going to enjoy every single drop of it^^ and force of all my fears out... maybe then i can understand myself better and also others...
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Compo / Monday, September 08, 2008
Yay, finish two chinese compos in 1 hour 20 mins or isit 1 and half coz i finish half of one of them... ahhhahhaz started at 4.20am till 5.40am.... Rawr... felt a little sad just now but nvermind! sadness will push me forward to achieving happiness! weird retarded way of thinking? hahhaz yeah! gtg school! Woots today gonna reach there early early coz i woke up early early^
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random hahaz^^ / Saturday, September 06, 2008
random la post one last post before i slp humans are interesting i luv RIRC (yay) i luv RCY ( er... wow CAC tok like tat can get champ or not) i want to eat choc and cake and everything so many Is now is u turn u are so cool u want to eat with me? u want play with psp? RAWR MiAO NEIGH RIBuT WOOF BluB BluB hahahahaz
.: If ur not careful, u can die ^^:.
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Amazing today! the me in the morning and the me in the night is so different isit coz i found my old self back the one tat didnt like Red Cross the one tat has all guts and no feelings for others! hahahhahaahhaz so fun!
definitely need the guts for EOY but i dun want return to my old self coz he is selfish alone ( even though i may still be ) and cut off from the rest of the world..
DD wants me balance! so cool see if the effect wears off tmr if it doesnt, think i'll be hell lot different! hahahaahhz
Feel the pain and the blood, enjoy! ...............................................................................................................................................
After the phsyco part here comes today's ok ok day la didnt do CLE coz friend batt off cant contact stone with DD and YOUsheng and ShengYANG and JoHN and MARTin tried absorbed stuff even if u r dumb, at least try absorb as much as u can like Spongy! yay and John bullied me give me paycut today and i cried RAWR haahhaz joking la he attacked me like some crazy crazy^^ quite fun!
Then went off alone coz mum wants me Facial coz she say my face ugly.. diao wasted 1 and half hours pain also ^^ then went home here!
my room is messy and i slp on a mattress with my pillows, i dun mind^^ hehez
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I've decided.. tat i will change me blog song if i feel like it yeah! today feel tat being happy alone isnt fun at all rawr WOW i see the english lyrics for this jap song OWNZ read read
You've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness. Let's carry each other's indelible stains. Don't give up on living! I held your hand. Will I end up losing them someday? I want to protect you and your fading smile, so, Even if the resounding voice calling me should wither, Even if the mingling winds should tell me, I will find you!Y ou've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness but, Don't ever say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people. "There's meaning in everything that happens in the unseen future, So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it. You and me, two are spoken. Someday we'll understand each other.
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Today went watch movie with DD, Boss and Small boy WALL E i like the graphics i like the stoyline i like the plot just tat not much convo, coz its between robots most of them time...
It started showing how Earth became a garbge dump then ppl need go outer space to live The story is bout a robot with feelings oooo first time i see i was dam impressed coz no matter how cool, how pro, how advanced technology is creating emotions in non living stuffs is like the barrier that humans may take forever to break Making emotions will be like the highest level we can go which is, to create Life.... cool cool, any show tat reveals humans desire to create, to be just like god^^ ahahahahahaz
Then after tat he met a gal robot called Evvvvaaaaa WOW nice name went and got himself on a space ship that sent them to the BIG spacecraft filled with humans exhibited alot of human emotions and behaviour.. i like^^ then showed the typical humans get controlled by robots OMG the humans are fat coz everything controlled by robots then they dunnid do work Diao, if i see anyone so lazy, i chop their hands and legs off lor, waste food in the end everything rely on robots... Annoying ^^ hahahhhz Where is the pride of being human?
Then in the end humans get their fighting spirit back robots help them then they returned too earth everything retarted, birth of civilisation all over again yupz
i like the robots!!! the emotion part is cool^^
Then come home i felt sian DD also felt sian after he alighted then i realised i hav wasted alot of time shld treasure times with ur friends^^ "friends are for Cherish" ahhahaz tats wad andrew said in primary sch can still remember
went home sian la.... dunno wad do so today i tok bout 1E and 2E red cross pplz
Shu Qiao aka fish so cool remember i didnt like u coz u got my comic confiscated during lesson So ass, draw on my bag with highlighter but then we suan shengwei together^^ hahaahahahhahzz so farney
Sheng Wei aka toad So nice, u and i HATED EACH other in Sec 1 remember wanting to kick u and u wanted kick me our PSLs holding us back hhaahahaz those were the times then Sec 2 i went sit with u^^ coz couldnt stand the noise we dao eachother dunno how many months^^
Xin Yan aka Cat see u always in the far corner in Sec 1 Then was pissed with u then fought with u in Sec 1 so funz then sec 2 Forced u go CCA even though sometimes i dun go (SUMTIMES) RAWR bious bious hahahahaz..........
Think about the past, my Sec 1 n 2 life was filled with hatred hated sch, hated CCA, hated ppl in sch, hated everything felt sian alone, but still alot energy??? hahahahahaz Emotions boil everytime see my class But now everything cleared up unexpectedly RC ppl in 2 E dun really hate each other now? seee the heavy storm can nvr continue forever neither can the dark clouds stay forever, for in the end light will penetrate through and the sun will shine once more over us
WOOOOOTSSSSS CHIM CHIM CHIM isit isit hahahahaz im still a retard
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^^ / Friday, September 05, 2008
Presenting to u, the song^^
hahaahz my emotions get influenced too much by songs Too easily also listening to this song, cant help but feel tat life is Fun! cant help but think wad exciting stuffs are gonna happen today^^ OMG i get excited le woooots im too retarded to get my mood influenced by songs i hear.
Hahahz, Hikari e enjoy .... :)
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Many many days nvr blog, Have many many things as usual to tok about But i got pissed on tues wednesday night... heres just smthing i wanted to say on wednesday night " if u wanna Die, go ahead, coz a person who speaks so casually about dying doesnt deserve to Live" i noe its harsh... but its my thoughts and i dun target specific ppl, its just to the general ppl i noe many people will think im retarded or emotionless but yeah! this is me tards^^
Today many things happen... Went out morning for service learning turned out dun hav coz external mentor didnt agree for the meeting Jon and Yong Han was like giving the effing face and shouting vulgarities, well... i didnt really feel anything though... too detached with my emotions...
Came back went study with myself in Bishan library Saw Chong xi... Shes Blur.. gd gd blur is gd! then i said " hilo im clive" diaoz so fun! then seat down 3rd floor study maths and Redox so cooool was so BORED coz yousheng dun wan study with me.... hahahaz nvm la i think he study with me in the end i will ga qiao him until he pissed^^
Then went tuition!
Then after tat the best time of the day came... i could eat! Coz today i tried fastin coz DD wanted me too... which is TARDs fun but everytime walk past food store feel like grabbing smthing and shove into mouth then RUN then tuition ended at 7.30 fasting ends at 7.10, im immediately ran to S11 ate $5 dollars worth of recess....^^ came home ATE again! thenread some ppl blog, they also like to fast...
miaoz while bathing thought bout some stuff...
i like yamichika from Bleach "Ur way of fighting is ugly, get out of my sight" ownz like shit his philo
Today on MSN lost myself to anger and emotions, not emo though i really want to understand this time i noe im retarded in the past and is still am, but i want to understand ppl's feelings... i cant stand it when im happy then others sad or dunno wad la MIAOZ im selfish... ^^
And still DD is a tard^^
then comes JIE and YY... CRAZINESS but will be missing JIE like 1 month after EOY omgz Siao Sad le la RAWRRAWR then YY sad i dunno why then she happy hahahaahz Congrats to JIE YAY priceless hahahaz and u loan me out to YY im a toy :) So fun fun! ok i tok like a retard ^^ yea! im retard
Now comes a fun and interesting part, for those who dun like emoers GO AWY NOW (except for u chiharu Jie, but dun go emoemo after this ar! or disown me:( )
In this world, everyone is selfish.. wad kindness, wad love, wad hope, these are just excuses for our selfishness wadever we do we want to get smthing in return... Kindness, dun be retard u want to help others so they can be happy wad for? Dun lie to yourself that u wanted to help others coz they needed help Humans do things becoz they want smthing in return We help others so that in our heart we noe that we have done our part so that we can sleep in peace so that we know our life is meaningful... The way humans live, so selfish.... and even still, we find excuses for our selfishness... Why should we exist, for we only exist for ourselves... when we are alone, we want to have company but when we see others in the same plight we dunt reach our hands out to help them.... Ppl find excuses, saying that they will bear all the burden by themselves.. some of them want to bear the burden so they can get the most experience from it... some just want to carry these burden coz they think they are helping others but dunt u noe that by doing so, u r making others worry for u... then in a way u r selfish too^^
hahahahahaz myphilo is LAME but fun fun!!! lets live in a selfish world^^ one last selish thing: " sometimes, i feel that i have the power to change the world"
