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YOhohoho! / Thursday, July 31, 2008


Yohohoho.. Yohohoho..

Lets sing a merry song...

Watch until 1.19 minute

YOHOHO!




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Today, i wanna.. / Wednesday, July 30, 2008


Today's lesson was ok..
All like ok ok la..
Except for chem. Wah not bad, new teacher actually showed some cool experiments.
His way of teaching was good and yea! i can catch up man..
So, shld be able to la...
Tmr got chem OBA boh..
Scared i cant ans all the ques again like my practical hahaz...
MOLE concept. Not my black mole but MOLE as in MOL for chem :)

This leads me to the part where i hav to thank that someone who gave me the aura to pass my practical test with acceptable marks!. YAp! thats right! Lisa Yap thank you! Xie Xie! ありがと!for your lucky aura haahhaaahahaz!

ok tmr also got English CCT..
I will have to type in propoer english now, in preperation for my eng CCT.
Basically, i will be having 2 test tmr and that will be exhausting!
Plus, i will be having 3rd Language and after that, Maths Tuition. i think i will be reaching home at about 8 - 9 pm. hahz!

Okz.. end of proper eng (i hope)..

Yep! so Jia You To me! AND JIA YOU TO EERYONE TMR REGARDLESS OF HAVING EXAMS OR NO EXAMS!

.:Gonna get back my old self by the end of Friday!:.



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Eeeeeee
no time to blog one...
all i can say is i wanna write alot..
but no time...
sianz...
got emo yesterday night!



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thinking / Sunday, July 27, 2008


Newspaper collection yesterday. So sian for me... went to tie newspaper downstairs alone so i had no one to tok to accept for occasional visits by joel and john. Eee.. but still, i learnt how to tie newspaper together! woots! Joel and me go play playground and be retarded!

Regretted a lot come to think of it. When i was Sec 1 and 2, all these activities i ponned so i didnt really have much memories bout these type of stuff.

Last time always thought of going home early so can do everything i want. Becoz of tat, i was an ok ok ponner..

Now, i wanna go red cross stuff and everything.. dunno why...^^

Bleahz...

After that went for tuition with cousin and i got scolded like siao for getting 18/30 for maths... Arghh gotta jia you le la!!

Then went dramafeste with hadi and hanif. First time hahaz yea! I am a newbie so i dun think i hav any proper comments to giv. The buckley one wad quite ok ok la. But i didnt like the ending. When the main actor sudenly changes his attitude bout death. Come on la, common sense also noe that death shouldnt be a sad thing. If u hav lived your life the way u want, then u shldnt hav any regrets leaving this world^^.

The Hullet one was fun coz the actors are siao PRO! YEA HULLET. GONNA BLACK U OUT! hahaz OWNZ WIN! yup, its bout 3 disabled who hav alot imaginations. Then the theme was that disabled ppl are considered as no ones by society no matter how much encouragement we give them or how special we treat them or smthing like tat...

Then went home.

BWAhahaz..

ぶぶぶ
ひひひ
ははは

.: u dunt have to care bout wad other think bout u, just follow your own set of rules and live life the way u wannt it to be:.



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Long long time... / Friday, July 25, 2008


Long time nvr come to post on my blog le. One week.. haiz...
This week was a super tiring week coz i slept at 2am on monday wednesday and maybe today.Then slept at 1am on tuesday and thursday.Got a taste of yousheng's life. This week was really eventful and full of emotions..Miss ULP... dun feel like going school coz school like very little friends.. i am a loner ok...This week i daydream too much sia.. Too Much... everywhere also daydream...i am a dreamer ok..Then went to disect goat lungs and fish.. i love it...i am a born butcher ok...
Start of this week monday, i felt super emo when i went to school.So sianz... also dunno y..But training was quite fun la obviously. i was photocopying boy! yeah!
Then tuesday wad happen ar??o yar got super pissed with the RLB thing. i hav to go vietnam during sept hols and one week after hols?? WTH waste time. Sure got lots of Red cross stuff i gonna miss.. I dunt mind staying in boarding la, but they go cut off your internet at 12am? LAME
Then wednesday..



me touching the windpipe so cool
Mr Law cutting the lungs
Mr Law peeling the skin and keep saying NICE i LOVE IT
Me holding onto the entire lungs
Disecting the fishy

i like bio
was a fun day for me.i love the skin and the fats.

was a sad day for me. 2 of my friends came towards me acting innocent and then started atking me.. OMG is like R*PE me lorz. then yousheng shengyang and shengwei didn even help me. instead they go abuse technology and took down something that is so precious to me.. my B*TT.
ok nvm cool day...

then thurs screwed my chem test i gonna die

Friday today was so FUN!today i managed to understand everything in physics class! first time woots yea man! improved! keep up the good work!



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/ Monday, July 21, 2008





























(Ze ze and cousin and my relatives and my new house and new room)



Went tuition.. went aunt's house meet my uncle who came from china.

saw cute little baby cousin..

went to play with him..

at new house

Yea.. then went shop shop with my sis and other cousin in causeway point.. they bought nothing ahhaaz ...

Then went some cannot say place to get calculator hahaz^^ eat sundae on sunday..

Came home..










me and ze ze(fat)



Now not slping coz yousheng is finding his retarded songs...



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CAC / Saturday, July 19, 2008


Today, early in the morning, i set off for SCHOOL.
While i was changing, cockroach running around on my pants... then naowed, shadman and vatsal also so scared hahz^^
played some counting game then we reached 100!
went to ang mo kio secondary school for CAC!

This is the first competition that i am leading a team in so it was pretty tensed and i felt super nervous boh. But our booth ended up looking quite nice and creepy with shao tong's nice nice table cloth yea!
quite boring at the start coz my group's turn was after lunch at about 1.00pm so we go crazy crazy for 2 hour plus.
Then 2 Hua Yi sec crazy crazy girls come and funny with our group.
Wah not bad arh, institute of MENTAL HEALTH, also independant institution lehz haahahahahz.
After tat we had presentation!
RED CROSS AND HEALTH! Wooots! Cool casualty, cool cross and cool candle.
I stumbled on one of the lines, sux no standard. The rest did well accept naowed, NVR CLICK SLIDE AR HAHZ! NEED SHADMAN TO POKE U!
Anyways good JOB H11 for getting champions in the district!
Stood at the line for so long, leg cramp.. tried to be serious when going on stage to recieve the cert...

Then second segment...
I think we tok too much and was the LOUDEST TEAM hahahahahaz
Good JOB ppl. NVR study alot also can get 10 out of 30 points^^.
In the end, we got 3rd overall!
Even though the challenge shield fly far far away, next year, we will go Biang Biang everyone then take it back... then we uh ha uh ha with the shield hahaahahahhahaz

Good JOB TEAM 4 and H11, we perservered through many challenges and difficulties, in the end we emerged as a super strong team that bonded as one! yea!
Like i said before the comp, it doesnt matter whether we win, as long as we enjoy the attention given to us during the presentation and had fun, then its all worth it YEAH!

Yup Yup went eat, then no movie coz Jia Wei dumb, then go comic connection then popular..
Hadi go read our fortune with funny funny fortune telling book.
Then go home, no one go home with me and i was bored again... sad

Today first time go on stage take trophy and cert., so fun sia hahaahz

BUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being team leader really needed to control my emotions just now. now i realise how difficult it is to control my emotions. sian la, 3rd no shield to keep...

.:Next time i see u, i will cut u down:.



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Competition tmr hahz / Friday, July 18, 2008


Go Go Health Team yeah!
tmr jia you!
to everyone!



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/ Thursday, July 17, 2008


Some retarded convo with yousheng

Hahaz quite nice la

death...

Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
haven finish living think of dying
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
..
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
^^
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
lol
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
muz plan ahead
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
dying isnt scary at all, i think its exciting
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
finally able to see whether there is god
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
i noe it isnt
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
^^
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
hahaz
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
but sumhow u are being buried/cremated without ur knowledge
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
its weird
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
the only part about death s
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
u leave your friends behind
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
hahaz but i think
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
if i live my life to the fullest now
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
even if i die pursuing my dream
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
its still worthit
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
i'll still die with a smile on my face
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
^^
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
wad urgent work u do?
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
i wonder if we rly can smile when we die
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
nth
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
smile before u die la
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
hahaz
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
then the smile forever there
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
perhaps...
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
unless u kena tortured la
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
how to smile
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
if u r tortured becoz of your dream
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
..
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
i'll still smile
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
coz its for the sake of the dream
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
ur dream is to die?
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
being tortured coz of your dream la
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
hahaz
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
my dream isnt to die la
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
after i completed wad i want to
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
i dont mind dying
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
^^
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
maybe see u in afterlife
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
i am a pig and u r a tiger
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
hahz
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
dun forget not to eat me ar^^
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
lol
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
i eat u to make u bcome human again la
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
i self-sacrifice
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
i die of old age
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
diao
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
dun wan la
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
always become human
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
i wanna try being everything
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
^^
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
u weird l
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
u qierd I?
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
u weird la
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
o hahaaz
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
wierd hor
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
maybe i will become some snail then get stepped on by others
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
dunno
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow... run run run says:
see how la
yOuShEnG-- The Missing Thing says:
lol




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/ Wednesday, July 16, 2008


Good evening ladies and gentlemen boys and girls, welcome to CAC yeah!!!!

3 more days, feeling anxious, excited, scared, terrified, stressed, biang biang, dunno wad else hahaz...

CAC yay first time join so dunno wads gonna happen. Last year i ponned too much le shit, CRD nvr go, CAC nvr go, FA comp nvr go... eee missed out a lot. Sianz la, now realised wad Royce said during POC in sec 1 can become real and i have done it... bleahz

Just got back comp, must study hard^^ hahaz

Today wanted to say something really bad... can anyone just trust me for once ,^^,
and, dont compare me to others coz i wanna be myself...
and, can ppl dont treat me differently coz i come from RI... super sianz one lor when ppl say " i noe u r a smart boy and noe wad is the right thing to do"... can just treat me like anyone else? walao common sense boh...

hahz...

.: If you want, i can shield you from every attack and bear the pain for u, i dun mind:.



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Today, mum pluck my computer wire and hide it so i cant use it. But luckily ze ze lend me her laptop so can blog muhahahahahahhz!

Sianz la, no computer how tok and do homework...

Nvm can take joel's laptop go do^^

Now, since i am free of most of the worries, i wana help more ppl get out of reach of the vicious EMO disease. Yup! ok la also dunno wad to say but... emoing is your own battle, friends can only help u to a certain extent. Unless u take up arms and start firing at the retarded emoness in u, nothing else can save u from the deadly virus tat can plague not only u but your friends^^ grahhh inspiring video



go watch^^

We may not be able to change what is given to us when we are born, but our future lies in our hands. We can either crush it, or spread hope to others who are in need^^...

.:Die smiling:.



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Fight / Tuesday, July 15, 2008


sianz...
since start of this week, i dun really hav the feel to do homework. ARGH have to buck up on this. Set some goals now!

By end of this week, i will :

Finish all my homework
Studied for chinese test
Studied for Chemistry
Revised my Physics
Read ERP book ( at least one )

yup.. JIA YOU to myself
i can make it! coz i am Clive yeah! Jia You! Cheer myself on! Regain the fighting passion!
Run towards the nvr ending tomorrow YEAH!


Recently, i hav also encountered another problem..

4Js or wadever u call them..
Basically, ppl think i some crazy person who has 4Js
and they make me sound even crazier coz they keep toking about the 4Js.
i wanna make this clear here.. I AM NOT GONNA GO AFTER ANY OF THE Js COZ I DUN WANNA GO KILL MYSELF NOW !!!!!!!! OK, GET IT!!!! hahaz siaoz la
yeah, dun wanna kill myself...


.:Friends are for cherish:. to any 6A1 nions who happen to visit my blog, hahaz i just remembered this quote from Andrew...

Never gonna forget all of u!!



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lyrics / Sunday, July 13, 2008


English lyrics for my song...

find the way (english translation)
Why do you try to carry all these wounds on your back with your little hand?I
t isn't for any one person's sake, please don't lose sight of that
Why am I, while hesitating,unable to escape?
What I hope for is the sun to light the way...
Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because we've traveled at the end of the path,we'll find the light
You'll find the way
You said, "I had a long dream...It was a very sad dream,but what I saw wasn't one bit clouded..."
I said, "It's alright to cry,because I'll stay by your side no matter what.
"What I wish for is a hand, a hand to reach up to me...
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly
As long as we stand on the ground in the wind
Even if we're the first ones afflicted with this pain...
Giving an answer surely isn't everythingI
'll be patient, it's all right, and so are you...
Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly
As long as we stand on the ground in the wind
At the end of the path we've traveled we finally saw the light...
You'll find the way



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Sunday, just nice for Sundae!! ok retarded...
maybe gonna eat later^^



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Today, went to school for Red Cross and stayed there for almost half of the day. I felt really emo during that period of time so i could not perform to the best of my abilities for CAC. After all the activities in school, Jerome, DD, You Sheng, Zheyi, Shao Tong, Sheng Yang, Daniel and i went to the KFC to eat and to super lot of cok. Well, it was mostly about Sheng Yang's super interesting life... Daniel and Jerome and Zheyi went off and the rest of us went to the open space on the third level to tok more cok^^.

Upstairs, we tok more cok. Then one by one, we fall prey to emoness except pro immunized DD. Then he had to come treat us and all... At around 9.45, we went down stairs to go home le... I reach downstairs then i cried...:( sianz la, never cry in public for long long time liaoz...

Shao Tong went off first then Sheng Yang, so left me crying and DD and You Sheng toking to me... Really very sad at that point in time coz i was letting out a lot of stuff to both of them... DD was having trouble consoling Shao Tong and me at the same time... but he still manage to counsel me and i felt much much better after toking to both of them.

Now wondering... how should i carry on from here, should i delete everything and restart??

For the past few years, i have felt as if i am wandering aimlessly through the darkness and the mist, only being able to continue on becase of sheer will power and luck. I have tripped many times and have many things that i want to say, but there is no one around me for me to pour my heart out to... However, this year is different. The mist is clearing up, and i am able to see the surroundings more clearly. The most important part is, in the distant, i can see a strong brilliant glow of light. As i approach it, i can make out outlines of many people in front of the source of lights. They are waiting for me there... My friends... Thank you...

I have never regretted joining Red Cross as my CCA and my Life...



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/ Saturday, July 12, 2008


Just now go eat with You Sheng, coz he was too retarded to eat by himself and i am scared later he dun wan eat then immediately go home start doing all the stuff... plus still got fever not bad la^^

One important lesson from this is " EATING IS SUPER IMPoRTANT"

I must make sure that every cadet eats his food ^^ yeah during camps... EAT at least 2 packets of rice should be ok^^.

yeh tats all ... slp slp slp



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When u POKE then U PIAK / Friday, July 11, 2008


Yesterday no time blog so today gonna blog bout yesterday hahz

Eh, wad did i do yesterday?? er...
o yar, there was CAC training until 6pm
then DD JOEL YOUSHENG ME GO EAT
waddahell bluff me again, i noe i easy bluff but dunnid keep doing la
HAHAAHAZ betray my trust^^
Then walk back to school coz need accompany joel home, around 10.00 liaoz
2 idiots emo all the way, i try cheer them up also cannot sianz nid to be better ^^
then went home.. DD go funny with me about the Js but this time i also nvr believe
So, go home with yousheng
emo all the way again..
but then asked him questions
"U like or dunt like, want or dun want, Yes or no?"
He say dunt like dunt want no...
So now life becomes boring coz he say all these le haiz... the poor person one stop away from us, dunno how she will feel hahahahahahahahaz
Go HOME!
While walking home go step on big and nice snail WADDAHEELLL

Sad
go home tell my dad he say
"thats the way of life, many ppl also step on snails one.. if u so sad go think of the drivers who bang down dogs..."
SIAO CRAZY

then my MUM say
"Zeg Ack la"
I dunno wad it meanz

then my ze ze say
" I step on many snails before lo..."
wadda hell

Crazy ppl.. crazy children.. THE PERSON WHO READS THIS IS ALSO CRAZY hahahz joking..

So now going CAC then RE S-L then FF with the assholes...

ASSHOLES, first impression, maybe it will change see how^^

Quote of the week small boy comes in front of you and say "BUTT***" hahaahhahahahahahhaahhaahhhaahhahahahahahahaz



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/ Wednesday, July 09, 2008


sian la

today so ass...

morning wake up chiong project coz today deadline, then got scolded...

leave house late also scolded...

go sch still ok

started raining so not late for sch, thx...

School was quite ok except that i screwed physics

hahaz sprained leg during hockey so fun^^

then go training

then go home

then reach home got scolded again for th morning thingy

sianz la

DD emo, Ys emo, lucky i nvr emo

HAHAHAz

.: its tiring to emo, so dont bother liaoz... tried today :.

私の気持ちいは誰も聞こえない。。。



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smiles dont last, neither will the pain / Tuesday, July 08, 2008


Reading pplz blogs...
toking to ppl...
i realise that live is so complicated...
So fake...
I wanna believe that i can change the lives of others by staying positive..
but can i?
and everytime i have something to say to others...
always have to keep it inside..
so that i wouldnt be a burden to others..
to add on to their sorrows
always smiling, even under all the pain...

Dunno y, but sometimes i just wanna cry in front of everyone, let them noe that i am crazy in not just laughing, but also crying

i cry alot in the past, but coz someone beside me told me that crying will make me a burden to others, i stopped...
i dun wan to cry anymore, but feelings in me just cant be bottled up...
i just want to explode one time, to let out the feelings in the past 8 years...

rilly wanna cry
but i cant stop smiling..
How?



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Saturday always so funz / Saturday, July 05, 2008


Today went to school pretty early and met sheng yang, xin yan, yousheng. After pasting cardboard onto some more cardboard, we walked to the sickbay and met many more ppl..

Then, RIRC - SMSS meeting, which me, jia wei and yousheng did not attend as we were going to fairfield secondary for fun fair. We go crazy for awhile in raja block and disturb the meeting a little before setting off.

Took 1 hour to reach dover and fairfield... and yousheng on the train turned to his emo mode... Jia Wei, u seriously nvr take MRT thats not underground before?

We reach funfair and looked at people getting dunked.

Then, Yumni came to find us and brought us to some nice satay and DOTA booth. Well, played in DOTA booth and got owned by the game. I was supposed to throw darts at balloons and i had 5 throws, but i only got one on target.. pro right?

Yumni, Yousheng and Jia wei go suan me and then i emo... no lar hahz, after i ate ice cream i felt better^^

Junyi came skipping towards us (super high) and joined us so we had 2 tour guides^^ hahaz. more booths and more introduction to fairfield ppl hahaz so funz. Then i got introduced to fairfield Red Cross Chairman, not bad, can sense something^^

FA base very big

yousheng jiawei emoed abit then we went off to play until no money before Junyi and Yumni brought us out of school.

Thanks a lot to these 2 cheerful and fun Fairfeild secondary ULP friends who volunteered to be our tour guides and brought us around your school!!! Thanks for making this trip fun for us, even though ppl go emo in the middle of the fun fair hahahz. Also, thanks for getting yousheng's phone back^^ got a lot of important stuff inside so cant lose it^^

3 CHEERS AND 3 ChEERs AND 3 CHEERS to YUMNI AND JUNYI
HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAY
hahahahz

Went back school to clean 'Red cross toilet' hahaz no lar training before going tuition at 4.00.

Waddhell i actually forgot the time of my tuition and thought it was 4, but it should be starting at 4.30... my teacher was pissed and start suanning me bout my maths and that i might not go into RJC hahaz

came back to school at 6.30 after my phone VIBRATED in my pocket for half and hour during tuition coz of JIA WEI!!! TOK SHIT AND COK with joel DD jia wei before going to Junction 8 to eat with DD.

Tok more cok, eat more chicken in KFC and talked about love and passion in our lives^^. WHERE IS THE LOVE??? BIANG BIANG and I FOUND IT ON MY BED^^

Then, i got tricked 2 times... NOT BAD LAR DD, TOT I WAS THE PRO IN TRICKING PPL, NOW U GO TRICK ME muHAHAHAHHAHAZ

WENT HOME

.: when i am sad, i hug my pillow and slp:.



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OMG, gundam seed transformed into chibi version... PRO i want!!











Once a gundam fan, always a gundam fan...



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THIS SERIOUSLY GETS ME FUSTRATED!!

After reading a few retards emoing in their blogs, I just couldnt stand it..

1 scientific reason why u shouldnt emo - causes your body to create a chemical that will kill u.
1 personal reason why u shouldnt emo - coz it will just spoil your day
1 politically correct reason why u shouldnt emo - coz its bad for u

If u r sad, talk to your best friends or to your families, please dunt try and bury it deep down inside yourself coz as it piles up, u will just go bomba like a bomb.
Then again, u can also find hobbies (lame but worth trying idea) to distract yourselves.
Lastly, u can stay back in school and talk to friends, i dunt think they will ditch u or smthing.

Here are just some of my thoughts:

If u r failing in any aspect of life, then stay positive and FIGHT ON 戦う!!!
If u think u cannot make it, then promise yourself that u will become stronger tomorrow!!
STRONG ENOUGH TO OVERCOME ALL ODDS AND TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF WHAT YOU HAVE!
If u Feel SUPER upset, go directly to the root of the problem and solve it from there (thats what i always do)!!
Friends are here for a reason! They are here to protect you and support! So stand up tall and dunt let your friends down. COZ WE R ALWAYS THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER!!! retards...
If you feel pain, it means u are growing up, so dont back down.
Even if the world collapses around u, keep on living, coz u nvr noe when u will find smthing to live for...

Promise myself that i will become stronger 強くになる so that i can protect me friends...

People, i cant stop u all from emoing once in a while, i also do that (just that nobody notice coz they expect me to be always cheerful..) but u cant make it a major part of your life...

Live life to your fullness and Funness... Bring down all the negatives that stand in your way...
Coz there is always someone believing in u...


Unless u THINK u can BE LIKE ME EVERYDAY SLEEP WAKE UP FORGET ABOUT YESTERDAYS EMOTIONS THEN IT IS BEST NOT TO EMO hahaz....



Need counselling call me, need inspiring anime watch ONE PIECE



俺があなたを守るためにつよくにならなくてはいけません。。。



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2nd week of school. / Thursday, July 03, 2008


Woots, overview on WHAT IS GOING ON THIS WEEK.
So Monday was interesting coz,
go school with juliana
then,
i won a prize from my teacher...
he has this roulette that when the ball lends on your index number, u get to open a box and 50% chance of winning a prize.
i won the big prize....
and it was a,
PACKET OF DISPOSABLE UNDERWEAR FREE SIZE
and it smelt nice..
and FUJI and SHREK go play with underwear during bio
and the whole class played with one during jap class^^
so fun, go wear on your head^^
then go home in rain with yousheng
then with juliana
then home sian le

Tuesday,
WANNA wack ppl coz sianz
for golf that day, i have a lot of mixed feeings.
Firstly, i am very sorry that i have to make my friends wait at the golf course as i rush from bishan to Simei.
Then, i dont hav clubs so i had to borrow other people's one to play, which is embarrassing to my friends,
But the golf course is so addictive.
the wind the terrain, the balls and sticks hahaz
plus i played quite well that day,
after stopping for a month
Woots
7 iron hits around 120metres on course, ball flies super nice^^
so i dunno lehz... shit larz

Wednesday was FUN i dunno y but just the feeling
plus minister came, i tink by far the best...
nice speech, interaction ^^

now doing Neutrality, chiong biong liong siong fiong niong chiong chiong

hahaz bbz



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