Romaji: Ai ga ai wo "omosugiru" tte rikai wo kobami Nikushimi ni kawatteiku mae ni... Nanimokamo sou darou? Batsu no warui jijou ni wa itsumo futashite kuwasemono no RIARU Yuganda JIRENMA jidai de Yakusoku shita hazu no futari sae kizukazu toorisugiteiku Kowashiatte wakariatteta koto moOkizari ni shita Kore ga nare no hate nano? Mitomenaide tachimukatta toki mo Ochiteiku toki no IMEEJI kara nigedasezu ni Ah Nando demo sagashidasu yo Kimi no me sono te no nukumori wo Nanimokamo sou darou?Batsu no warui jijou ni wa itsumo futashite kuwasemono no RIARU Yuganda JIRENMA jidai de Yakusoku shita hazu no futari sae kizukazu toorisugiteikuInakutatte kawari wa shinai machi wa Boku no sukui wo motomeyashinai darou Matomo na yatsu ni narisumashite Dare mo ga kuzuresou na kesshou no naka de Ah Nando mo uso wo kasaneru kara Ai wa itsumo watashi wo kizutsukeru dake... tte kimi wa tsubuyaite Shinjiru koto ga kowakute naitan daro Yowasa wo shitte tsuyoku nare osorezu shinjiru koto de Nikushimi ni kawaru mae no hontou no ai wo shiru no darou Hoshigatteta mono wa Kokoro ga nai tsukurareta konna sekai jyanain da yo Miterarenai riyuu no kakera mo nai hibiIyashisa ga yadotteta utsushitsukareta hitomi ni Kokoro wo iyasu uso sore mo ari nante Demo kokoro wo ubau no ga uso darou Ai ni chikazukou to mo kamitsukareru dake...tte boku wa tsubuyaite Shinjiru koto wo yamete ikitekitan da yo Zetsubou kuratte tatte mo akireru hodo no omoi de Hakanai inochi shigamitsuiteikya ii Hoshigatteta mono waKokoro ga nai tsukurareta konna mon jyanain da yoKono machi de ushinatta ai Sono imi sagaseba Sukoshi mashi ni natte susumeru darou
English Translation: Before love says that love is, "Too heavy," rejects comprehension And turns into hatred... Just about everything is so, right? In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them In the era of distorted dilemmas Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticingI abandoned the fact That we destroyed each other and understood each other Is this a wreck? Don't acknowledge me; even when I confront it I can't escape the images from when I fell I'll find your eyes and the warmth of your hands Time and time again Just about everything is so, right? In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them In the era of distorted dilemmas Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing The city that won't change even if it's gone Won't seek our salvation, right? In the guise of someone honest Everyone is inside of a crumbly crystal Because I make more and more lies Love only hurts me always...or so you whispered You were scared of believing and cried, didn't you? Learn your weaknesses and become strong, by believing without fear You'll learn of true love, before it turns into hatred, right? What I wanted Isn't this heartless and contrived world On the unviewable days without fragments of reason Lowliness dwelt in my eyes that are tired of seeing Lies that heal the heart- They exist But it's a lie that will steal my heart, right? Even if I'm to draw closer to love, I'll only be bitten...or so I whispered I stopped believing and lived like that With thoughts that I'm amazed of even if I stand up against despair It's fine if I'm clinging onto a brief life What I wanted Isn't this heartless and contrived thing A love lost in this city-If I search for its meaningI'll become a little better and be able to move on, right?
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故事的小黄花 The small yellow flower from the story 从出生那年就飘着 Was wandering since he day she was born 童年的荡秋千 Swinging on a swing in her childhood 随记忆一直晃到现在 Swinging her memories all the way until now. ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一 re sou sou xi dou xi ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou (*note: there is no translation for these two lines, they're merely a musical scale such as do re mi fa so la...) 吹着前奏望着天空 Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky 我想起花瓣试着掉落 I think of petals trying to fall 为你翘课的那一天 That day I skipped school for you; 花落的那一天 That day the flower fell; 教室的那一间 The space of the classroom; 我怎么看不见 Why can’t I see it? 消失的下雨天 That rainy day that disappeared - 我好想再淋一遍 How I want to be rained upon again 没想到失去的勇气我还留着 Never thought that I still kept my lost courage 好想再问一遍 How I want to ask again: 你会等待还是离开 Will you wait or will you go away? 刮风这天 我试过握着你手 That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand 但偏偏 雨渐渐 But unfortunetly, the rain kept on 大到我看你不见 Falling until I couldn’t see you 还要多久 我才能在你身边How much longer until I can be beside you again?等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点 Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then 从前从前 有个人爱你很久 a person loved you for so long 但偏偏 风渐渐 But unfortunetly, the wind kept on 把距离吹得好远Blowing, widening the gap so much further 好不容易 又能再多爱一天 So difficult, (I have) another day to love again 但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜 But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”
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/ Sunday, December 28, 2008
Me very cute
my ze very fat
everyone
everyone again
/Hopped! 9:17 PM
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When u wake up nothing do, u do this, take pics of urself and ur cousin slping
Me
Zeze
Tan min yee
Tan yen sen
Tan han sen
/Hopped! 9:11 PM
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a promise tat paradise will come after death a promise tat there will be no more tears and no more suffering a promise tat there will be no more problems these can nvr come true for humans can nvr be satisfied
/Hopped! 6:45 PM
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Im back from Shanghai! yay got nice busdriver and tour guide, kind polite cool smart and alot alot nice hotel, good location for shopping, nice buffet steal food eat with cousin nice shopping place buy lots of stuff nice food, woohoo fot steamboat then weird rice and vegi and meat nice Time there omg omg hahahhaz long time five of us nvr sit down tok and joke liao, its uber cool! nice lao po?? keep smsing and calling me hahahahaahhaz
So wednesday, First of all, need to apologise to Junyi.. i am very sorry for wad was written on the chatbox pls dun be offended... i am very sorry then we go eat burger king and gelare at te airport hahahaahz cousin continues with sick jokes and must learn lessons about life omg hehehe Then board airplane Woooohooo long time no sit singapore airlines le got movie wor so watch movie whole time reached shanghai in morning, uber cold then slp then shop then steal food at night then slp
heheehehehheeheheh
Next day is go some village eat and go heritage tour weeeeeehhh then go back slp i think ... cant remember le o yar steamboat and go the boat ride around shanghai at night went out with cousin go buy snacks at ulu store wore only a long sleeve shirt and short pants weee outsde is like 2 3 degress so quite nice feeling
on friday SHOP LIKE SIAO, ok not tat much for me but my sis is ... then buy and eat and buy and eat, very fun time.. ok maybe then go back hotel WAIT, we nvr go hotel YAY Cousin want do massage then saw a big poster for massaging then 3 of u go... omg wohhoo the massage place got BIG RED WORDS STUCK TO THE DOOR very perverted, but still go in then got full body massage lucky we go correct floor coz upstairs is the perverted massage place wheee so was ok la but then massage uber boring de wor they press here press there then i lie down there like dam bored... not even nice lor
but there meet a very nice male worker we went in he immeidately used chinese to welcome us then english then japanese then uber polite haha dam nice
ok now then slp
so saturday is all last minute shopping buy then eat then go airport got alot time woah we sit down tok ghost story also hahahahaz nice nice then tok bout religion thingy then buddha then our deities ^^ neeeeehhhh so fun TAN MIN YEE is scared aahahaaz no head no head
ok come back singapore
ok
swollen lips but then nothing else wrong with my body so yeaaa come back le cant wait for TMR FD TRRAINING tmr and then meet lao po^^
ok
ok
fine...
Wheeeeee
i like my astro boy jacket
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merry x'mas / Wednesday, December 24, 2008
heys!mrs banana here=) MR N MRS BANANA WISH U ALL A MERRY X'MAS!=) hehe mr banana is away n will only be back on sunday okay i'm just here to send my blessings.hehe hope u all have a nice x'mas 2mr!n...can get lots of gifts.haha oh!may all ur x'mas wishes come true! okay...bb=)
お前たちはごめんね。。。 i cant bring myself to say it this time
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I GOING SHANG HAI IF U READING THIS MESSAGE U IN SINGAPORE
YEA THATS THE DIFF GONNA MISS LOTS OF PPL
lao po, tthen ppl yea
ok i going liao
kyx this ur emo post
emoemo very emo i got a little mole
hahaahahhaz ok byebye
/Hopped! 7:37 PM
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/ Sunday, December 21, 2008
お前は俺に知らないといっていた そうだな 俺も自分の気持ちいもわからないよ
/Hopped! 11:06 AM
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Memories arent everything, coz the bonds created between us, can nvr be stolen.
I rmb ... that when we were kids friendships were made in a split second and these bonds were the strongest one can ever achieve.
we stuck together laughed together cried together
we nvr cared about the mistakes we committed or how each of us changed day by day or the new faces that show up behind our friends
Coz we knew tat being able to spend time with each other to learn and understand one another was all that we need to last through the day and tomorrow will be another day of joy
as we join hands, and run towards the nvr ending tmr
Dun giv excuses such as, as we grow up things become complicated as we grow up, we have to be aware of betrayers and changes as we grow up, things change as we grow up, the courage in us disappeared
Coz no matter how much we change, inside everyone of us, we will still be ourselves we will still be tat innocent, childish kid open ur heart, have trust and thats all that is needed
さびしい、かなしい、こわい
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=) / Tuesday, December 16, 2008
yos!mrs banana here says hi!!! k...just sending my greeting to u all!=) oh!and wish u all a merry christmas!hehe blesses every where! hmmm...hopefully can recieve many presents.lol.must have a nice celebration!hehe.celebrate it wif my lao gong is the best!k...shhh=) bb!
hyakumankai no "ai shiteru" / Sunday, December 14, 2008
Jap Hyakumankai no "ai shiteru" nanka yori mo Zutto zutto taisetsu ni suru mono ga aru Ore wa nanimo iwazu ni dakishimeru kara Omae wa ore no ude no naka de shiawase na onna ni nare
Uh hold me tight You make me happy shalala la la
My honey omae wa ore no ude wo tsukami tsuite Koi ya ore no yuku yume no naka ni Naitari warattari mo aru darou ga Maji ai no nai uta wo ore wa utawanai Ima sugu ni shinjiro nante iwanai Tada motto soba ni oide sou stand by me Rabu songu nante no wa chotto hazukashii Shikashi utawazu ni wa irarenai
Totteoki no kotoba wo atsuku amai kotoba wo Nichijou no mannaka de kuchi ni dekinain da yo Dakara semete kou shite dekiru dake toushindai de Itsumo no shaberi kotoba de tsutaetakattan da yo
Hyakumankai no "ai shiteru" nanka yori mo Ichido gyutto dakishimeta hou ga hayai darou naa Ore mitai na hazukashigari wa Konna tsutaekata shika dekinai kedo Honki de hito wo suki ni natta toki ni Serifu jimita ai no kotoba nante iranai sa Ore wa nanimo iwazu ni dakishimeru kara Omae wa ore no ude no naka de shiawase na onna ni nare
Uh hold me tight You make me happy shalala la la
My sweet, sweet honey ore wa ima tabako wo fukashi Kuusou surun da shiawase na futari wo Omae mo onaji yume monogatari Kangaete kureteru to ii na Laughin' laughin' oh waratte itai Tanoshii kurashi agari sagari suru mirai Ya na koto ga arya ii koto mo aru hazu da shi Utainagara arukou yo
Totteoki no kotoba wo atsuku amai kotoba wo Omae ga hoshigatterun nara mou sukoshi matte okure yo Ima wa semete kou shite dekiru dake toushindai de Itsumo no shaberi kotoba de tsutaetakattan da yo
Hyakumankai no "ai shiteru" nanka yori mo Zutto zutto taisetsu ni suru mono ga aru Omae no tame ni nani ga dekiru darou Hitori kurai heya de kangaeteta kedo Honki de hito wo suki ni natta toki wa Atama hineru yori hara kukuru shika nai Hajimari wa itsumo dakishimetai tte iu Kimochi sore wo koudou ni utsusu koto
Omae ga nanika ni kizu tsuita toki ni Omae ga jibun wo semete shimau toki ni Ore wa gyutto tsuyoku dakishimeru darou Soshite mimimoto de kou iu darou "Ningen tte sonna rippa na mono kai Jinsei tte sonna kakkoii mono kai" Hokoreru mono dake ja nai sa ningen darou Zenbu dakishimete hora kao agena yo
Hyakumankai no "ai shiteru" nanka yori mo Soba ni iru dake de nukumori wo kanjirareru kara Hyakumankai no "ai shiteru" nanka yori mo Dakishime au dake de tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru kara
Eng There's something much, much more important Than the millionth "I love you" I'll silently hold you So you can become happy here in my arms
Ooh hold me tight You make me happy shalala la la
My honey, grab my arm And follow me into my dream There'll be tears and laughter But I won't sing a loveless song I won't say you should believe me right away But just come a little closer and stand by me Love songs are a bit embarrassing But I can't not sing
I can't just say those special words Those warm, sweet words every day So I wanted to at least tell you In ordinary words, in life-sized words
It's quicker to hold you tight Than to say the millionth "I love you" I'm easily embarrassed So it's the best I can do I don't want those scripted words When I've really and truly fallen in love I'll silently hold you So you can become happy here in my arms
Ooh hold me tight You make me happy shalala la la
My sweet, sweet honey, right now I'm smoking And imagining the two of us happy I hope you have The same dream, too Laughin' laughin' oh, I want to laugh I want a happy life, a future with ups and downs If bad things happen, there've got to be good things, too So let's keep singing as we walk
If you want those special words Those warm, sweet words, just wait a little longer For now I wanted to at least tell you In ordinary words, in life-sized words
There's something much, much more important Than the millionth "I love you" All alone in a dark room I wondered what I could do for you But when you really love someone You've got to gird your loins, not rack your brains It always starts with wanting to hold you And putting those feelings into action
When you've been hurt And when you blame yourself I'll hold you tightly And whisper in your ear "Is anyone perfect? Is life ever perfect?" People don't always do things they can be proud of You've got to embrace it all, so come on, look up
Just having you by my side, I can feel more warmth Than from the millionth "I love you" I feel like just holding you gives me more strength Than the millionth "I love you"
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/ Saturday, December 13, 2008
hiya!
today go the project redcross gimme luv thingy
hhahahz so fun, fun part came later than it shld be
First, went to Pioneer JC wiith yousheng and lihong.
got suanned by yousheng all the way from cck mrt station to the jc,
then suddenly when i reach i zi high..
wasted a lot of energy so became abit sleepy...
its not the same as emo ok..
i become like tat everytime i hungry, coz food makes me happy! wheee
Then, ate lunch, energy back so start jumping around again,
brought old folks around, mingle with them, look at lao po
tok dialect ( woo i can not bad haha), look at lao po, go distrub wilson and yousheng, look at lao po
woooo
then the fun part came....
prize presentation, woah!! around 50 prizes to give out lehz, quite slow, took around 1 and half hour...
hahahz but then, suddenly i wanna zi high, look at old ppl and the cadets start laughing at everything
make deo and wilson laugh then yousheng smile only.. hahahaz this is the way to laugh
proness
laghing at nothing, if u can means u reach my level of proness le
then after tat packing up, helping around
make me sweat, very fun seh hehehez
moving around
bleahz but not enough to make me breathe deeply, anyway still a good workout and fun time
Hehez after tt walk to Lot 1
pangseh wilson and deo coz wanted to go home alone...
but then lao po decided to follow me since she nvr go sembawang before
^^ neeehhz thanks lao po,
and sry deo and wilson, wasnt in the mood to eat
then lao po and i wen walk walk hahhaahhaz scary place then i go home!
yeah!
Thanks lao po, pei wo all the way, make me not sad le^^ heehee
1) must check urself first, see whether u r afraid of comparing urself with others or not.
if yes go to 2), if no go to 3)
2)If u like comparing urself and feeling the urge to wanna beat the others and reach the top, this one uber easy la..
coz the tougher ur opponent is, the bigger the stepping stones they are so u reach the top faster
just keep on trying, nvr giv up and u will feel the satisfaction of crushing strong opponents along the way
haahz hav fun!
3)If u dun like comparing.... or lazy compare ... then dun compare! go 4)
4) Create ur own goals in life, go 5)
5) Work towards that goal,just look straight, dunnid go look left or right at ur peers or other ppl lar, u already dun wan compare le, look only waste time GO 6) GO 6)
6) drink coke, make u high de, or drink water also can GO 7)
7) can liao lor, life so simple
But got rules one lehz heheehz where got so easy
dun obey any of this u can forget all that u have read le hahaahz
ur goals must hav meaning to u
Outside circumstances can affect u, but dun giv up
dun be afraid to fall, or to go back to square one
dun care wad other ppl think, its ur life not theirs
and last of all
everyone must hav the mindset tat
i can change the impossible into the possible
believe in urself, if u too lazy, ask someone remind u everyday
shld be can de la, but if the person lazy also u kenna die lor
and and dun do anything against ur conscionce when u do such stuff
Woooooooo so easy liaoz see see can go sell earn money liaoz
hahaahahahhz
siao one
*If u think u cant do anything right, u are wrong le. coz u can understand wad u reading now, means u are already doing something correct*
*Bious anyway, where is the fun of getting everything correct, only when u meet things u dunno then life gets interesting. Winning = boringafter awhile remember tat*
Cool seh, esp when pikachu cry, see
/Hopped! 11:34 PM
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YNMING / Friday, December 12, 2008
hello! this is the 2nd owner of the blog...YNMING!=) hehe do not ask who am i, just be prepared to see my random post here...n...SMILE!=DDD btw...BLESSINGS FOR THOSE WHO VISIT THIS BLOG!;) hehe...bb=)
problems come as a chain its rare for them to come alone Nvr giv up, for once u clear the bunch of troublseome problems, u will see the light
Wheeeee im gonna be so dead hahahaahz
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RCYC woah!! / Thursday, December 04, 2008
Yo Delta! Wassup Yo Delta! Wassup We'll stand our ground! We'll take them down! Giv me a D.E.L.T.A Wads tat? DELTA cant hear u? DELTA One more time! Delta
^^ ah siao ar hahaahahahahz bious
Yup came back from RCYC 08 2 days ago 4 day 3 night fun slack best RC national camp! hahahz so fun met a lot new ppl in delta like Nai ming lao po, Eugene er zi, Jie qi nu er, linda sun nu, junho and benjamin er zi and gordon?? forgot liaoz! haahahaz Weeeee frist camp we slp so early at 10 lights out but biously we slp later, esp the last night tok to gordon and see eugene and junho funny slp pattern hahaahahz hahaz all the activities uber fun but missed out 2 coz one fail another rain cant do but nvm! its the fun tat counts! woots and coz i UL help organise lots of stuff woots just found out i like to direct ppl around so fun! and alpha bravo helped alot thx yumni canyon and adam! thx to you all help my platoon alot!
camp uber eventful campfire me and gordon go siao around then everyone siao around somemore go Sky High ! yea then last day tug of war with VI and merg of Delta nad alpha become ==== Delpha Woots hahahaaz siao one
in the end delta won lorz hahaahz bious coz lao po say she pro then help delta hahahahaz and me and lao po got lanyard Yea! hahaahahz
Today watch boltz movie with lao po and jie qi and eugene so cool so cool bleahz i liekd the hamster speech though he quite retarded bleahz but his speech really real and can hit home man! wahaahahahahz
As long as we beleive in ourself... we can turn the impossible possible
