We always refer to the world we live in as either black or white,
more often than not many shades of grey appear.
But is this how the world really is,
or is it just us looking at the world thru a pair of shades?
The longer we keep it on,
the faster colours seem to drain away from life.
What is the most beautiful thing in life?
What is the meaning of life itself?
While finding for the answers to these questions,
lets throw away that cynical side of us,
and view the world thru the eyes of a child.
Rmb how we used to draw pictures with crayons when we were kids?
And how adults always comment on how colourful it is?
"Its so colourful. Its pretty."
And as words such as these escaped through their mouths, we can subtly feel a tinge of sadness and envy.
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1:10 AM
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Its that few moments in life that defines us.
The desire to express ones emotions to the fullest.
Having that attitude within, wanting to show that i am where i am now because i am capable
Because i nvr thot i could live without u but i did.
The passion coursing through the body, feeling the blood pumping through the veins.
With one hand reaching towards the sun, the other towards the moon,
to climb up to the very top, to be the best of the best.
Prove to myself that i can be the one to change the impossible to the possible.
piu piu.
went peranakan museum with cute jap gals
Maikou, Yuki, Wakana, Yuka
And ate Dian Xiao Er with handsome boys + gal?

Clive, Mashu, Victor, Ryoji, Yuki
/Hopped!
1:13 AM
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/ Wednesday, March 17, 2010
the pain u and i each hold,
isnt something that is easily understood.
wrapping ourselves in the pain,
as night envelopes our heart.
just remember to look up
and we will be able to see the same stars twinkling up in the sky
then we will realise that we arent so far apart as we thought we were
/Hopped!
2:04 PM
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Mr children HanabiWhat value left is there
in this world I live in?
I start thinking its all meaningless
or maybe I’m just tired?
In exchange for something I got
I gave up a number of precious things
but it’s not such a peaceful world
that I can lament each and every one.
What kind of dreams should I envision?
What kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward?
These seemingly impossible to answer questions
Get buried in my day to day life.
If you were here I wonder what you would say?
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh.
I just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.
even if it’s a light like fireworks
that can never be caught
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.
We all carry sadness with us
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
I get choked up on the words ’cause I think too much
I hate how clumsy I am
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.
Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?
Even though we knew from the start
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.
I never imagined that simply meeting you
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.
I wish my heart flowed fast and smooth like water
so that it would not settle in one place.
For all those times when I need to see you
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.
We all have our problems
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
one more time, one more time,
one more time, one more time…
dorekuraino neuchi gaarudarou ?
boku ga ima kiterukono sekai
subetega muimi datte omoe ru
chotto tsukare tennokana
teniire tamon hikikae nishite
kirisute ta
ikutsumono kagayaki
ichiichi urei deireruhodo
heiwa na yononaka janai
ittaidonna risou wo egai taraii ?
donna kibou wo daki susun daraii ?
kotae youmonaisono toi kake wa
nichijou ni noma rete
kun gaitaranante iu kana ?
( kurai ) to chakashi te warau nokana ?
sonoyawarakana egao ni furete
kono yuuutsu ga fuki ton daraiinoni
kesshite tsukama erukotono dekina i
hanabi noyouna hikari datoshitatte
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
bokuha kono te wo nobashi tai
daremo mina kanashimi wo dai teru
dakedo suteki na ashita wo negatte ru
okubyou kaze ni fuka rete
namikaze ga tatta sekai wo
doredake aisu rukotogadekirudarou
kangae sugite kotoba ni tsuma ru
jibun no bukiyou saga kirai
demo myouni kiyou ni furu mau
jibun gasore ijou ni kirai
waratte itemo nai te sugo shitemo
byoudou ni toki ha nagare
mirai ga bokura wo yon deiru
sono koe ha ima kun nimo kiko eteimasuka ?
( sayonara ) tte kotae wo kiku kotowo
saisho kara waka tteitatoshitatte
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
nando demo kun ni ai tai
meguri ae takotodekonnani
sekai ga utsukushi ku mie runante
souzou saemoshiteinai
tanjun datte waratta
kun ni kokoro kara ( arigatou ) wo io u
todokoora naiyouni
yure te nagare te
suki tootte iru mizu noyouna kokoro dearetara
ai takunatta tokino fun made
sabishi kunatta tokino fun datte
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
kun wo tsuyoku yakitsuke tai
daremo ga mondai wo dae teiru
dakedo suteki na ashita wo negatte iru
okubyou kaze ni fuka rete
namikaze ga tatta sekai wo
doredake aisu rukotogadekirudarou
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
/Hopped!
1:58 PM
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Sky / Tuesday, March 16, 2010
今、一人でここに、
黒い空の星を見ている。
俺たち、同じの空の下で、
いつか一緒に笑えるの?
こんな美しい空を見てて、
君を何をしていると考えて、
好きな歌を聞いて、
詰まんないの!
/Hopped!
12:08 AM
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FEEL THE PAIN IN MY LEGS!!
ENJOY THEM!!!
ITS TIME TO SPLIT PROPERLY!!!!!
PAIN IS GOOD
PAIN MAKES U FEEL STRONGER
PAIN MAKES LIFE INTERESTING
PAIN MAKES U UNDERSTAND
PAIN MAKES U SUFFER
PAIN MAKES U STRONGER
PAIN IS ENJOYABLE
PAIN PAIN PAIN
its better than breaking ur window pane!
/Hopped!
11:14 PM
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To be the best,
every step i take has to be firmer
every wave i make has to be smoother
every isolation i move into has to be sharper
every split i perform has to be wider
every decision i choose has to be sharper
every calculation i make has to be faster
every breathe i take has to be deeper
all of these so i can be the best
every hour, every minute, every second that i train, i will be stronger than before.
thats the only thing in my mind right now. ^^
NOTTTTTT
got other stuff in my mind too DUH
/Hopped!
10:50 PM
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/ Thursday, March 04, 2010
How do i start a blog entry again?

Martin luther king once said "i had a dream!"
I say "its my Turn!"
i Take UR Nuts or i shoot shoot!

/Hopped!
11:16 PM
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Its ok to be afraid.
As long as i dun run away from tomorrow,
everything will be fine
/Hopped!
10:32 PM
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