Sin

/ Wednesday, September 09, 2009

wiggle wiggle.. o ha yo minna SAN!
its 2.00 am in the morning and im watching, ur not watching, probably dreaming,
Nobuta wo produce! DESU!
yep .. hehe

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nothing everlast in this world, right?
everything will wither and fade away, even memories
it just depends on how strong the memories are.
is that the reason y students like us try to wreak as much havoc in sch and
send our teachers screaming and pissing in their pants?

hahaha

when we are in sec 2 and 3, theres nothing to care about
we just laugh, play and do fragrant shit with our frens.
we are just who we are.
but as sec 4 comes to an end,
a lot of events just start to come to a closure.
CCAs, gatherings.. everything.
then when im with my frens, i sought of want to try as hard as possible
so tat i can try and recreate the most hyped up moments we had.
i think everyone tries to do that, or feel, or maybe im wrong.
then i find myself replaying the moments i had with them over and over again in my mind
just thinking, n laughing to myself..

i watched nobuta wo produce
" we dun find it fun while we are doing it, its just years later tat we remember and
think to ourselves, that was pretty awesome"

"u think that when we are adults, we would look back and picture ourselves fooling around?"

sou yo, emotions always come too late
i always knew that wadever i held on to will end in a few months
but i just find it hard when it does
the one thing i hate about frenship is,
when it ends,
u see everyone trying so hard, putting their all, squeezing out everything they hav
but the atmosphere isnt there anymore.
then as yrs pass, the group of frens gets used to this
and everything fades into memories

the part where i detest the most is, when we dun feel anything at all.
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ARGGHH this drama is dam thought provoking!!!!
WATCH IT PPL

n the post didnt come out the way i wanted...
shit, i really need to take philo seriously

/Hopped!
2:00 AM

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