Sin

/ Sunday, September 28, 2008

Jay chou new song...

While pursuing our dreams, sometimes, we have to think back^^

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走

為什麼人要這麼的脆弱墮落

請你打開電視看看

多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我們是不是該知足

珍惜一切就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑

微微笑小時候的夢我知道

不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄就像我說的

追不到的夢想換個夢不就得了

為自己的人生鮮艷上色先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色

笑一個吧功成名就不是目的

讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義

童年的紙飛機現在終於飛回我手裡

所謂的那快樂赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了誰在偷笑呢

我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了

哦哦午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆

哦哦陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡

隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑微微笑

小時候的夢我知道不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑

鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠回家吧

回到最初的美好還記得你說家是唯一的城堡

隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑微微笑

小時候的夢我知道不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑

鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠回家吧

回到最初的美好

/Hopped!
8:43 PM

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/ Thursday, September 25, 2008

Today will be the last day^^ YAY
owe myself alot but yar gonna help me get stronger so its OK!!
hahahz STUDY STUDY
GD LUCK PPL
Jiayou!GANBATTE! GOGOGO!
MIAOZ RAWR spam spam hahaahahz

/Hopped!
10:10 PM

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/ Wednesday, September 24, 2008

wahahah today Jap oral like piece of cake
At the start eat eat like very nice
then eat until middle wah dam FULL
start burping cannot tok liaoz
then too FULL wanna puke but must force myself eat!
hahahahahaz
not Bad not bad......
JIAYOU CLIVE theres the PAPER!
and jeraldine is still short...... (grow tall grow tall)!!!!!
and jeff got New gf? so tall so tall!!!!!

Watched code geass yesterday
same old story
like gundam seed destiny like tat
one ruler control wad every human does so no conflict
.... not much difference in the philo part
but if those ppl nvr watch gnudam destiny should go watch code geass ep 24
coz the message was brought out stronger la quite nice...

Hehez tot about it a little..
came up with smthing
Humans nvr really preferred peace
its just some goal tat ppl share so tat we can try to bring unity throughout the world
but ppl's dreams
ppl's personality
are all different
so conflict will definitely be there
Peace is just an illusion that humans try and follow

BUT
hahahz

human nature makes us want to fight
we enjoy bloodshed
we enjoy the trauma
we enjoy the pain and the suffering
wah see WWE songh ar
see action film we super shiok ar
...
because of our own nature
there can be no peace
If peace is can be attained
it would have been attained long ago
after WW2
after 911
after so many many war
its so simple to achieve peace
just drop your arms and be friends
but no
we cant for get to hate each other
we cant forget to take revenge
because i kill your friend
u hav to kill me
then my friend will come kill u then ur friend come kill my friend
wah so nice seh
even retards can figure it out
but we still continue

...

/Hopped!
8:52 PM

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Clive / Tuesday, September 23, 2008

not bad la
i got a secret today^^
can help me grow a lot stronger one, hahahz lasting for 3 days
FUN!

Today zeze did a super nice thing..
She tot me Physicshahahahahaz
actually need pay her $8 an hour
but think she forgot!
or maybe she too kind to want to ask from me^^ so ggooodd!!!

Tmr japanese oral
Must jiayou!
We believe
We believe
that Clive can do it!!!!!!!
yeayeayea!

/Hopped!
10:09 PM

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/ Sunday, September 21, 2008

Friday
Yups yups, got only one DMP period so went sch at 9.30am
then study with jia wei
hahahaz retard, go suggest study in the middle of the field
then me being so kind go take our bag go middle of field study
Tards?
no, this called change of enviironment^^
then slept in library
went to MOELC for Jap make up class
Find yousheng after tat
got lost.. scary lehz
coz dumb ass want me wait then i go get myself lost
scary... scared ppl jump out rape me
so bious must self defence! tot of few ways to torture criminals
make me happy^^
The went home with yousheng
he play with Ant on train and ignore me
Walao ass la go play with the ant on ur hand!
Tard!
Anty BOY..

Saturday

Guess wad?
its DD BIRTHDAY todsay!
OMgomgomg i was so hyped up
then yesterday, yousheng suddenly tell me
its joel birthday and not DD's
WADDHELL
joel go bluff me for like 1 week and i believed him
Now he call me retard
DD call me retard
yousheng call me retard
then everyone thinks im a tard
i noe im gullibble but DUNNID GO BLUFF ME UNTIL LIKE TAT RIGHT?
asshole
haahahahhahahaz but its ok, nohign wrong with being a tard^^

So today bday boy late
we watch movie
come my house
play go home
!!! so fun!
dumb shengyang shuqiao and xinyan disturb me in the Make It Happen movie
quite ok la movie, not tat exciting except for the dancing part?
wahahahahah!
Then grandma house bday
went there
play with niece and nephew..
then my uncle come in bombard me with all the R rated questions
walao... ahahahahhaz
tardz

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"No matter what paths we take
stand tall
stand proud
and live your life with every ounce of energy u hav
definitely
our paths will cross again
its a promise...."

Sometimes, we think, by sacrificing for our friends, we are actually helping them and exchangin a brighter future for them.
But isit really the case?
When u see them cry,
over the fact that u have sacrificed urself
have u really given them a brighter future?

To live your life strong
for the sake of ur friends
tats the future we all want

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/Hopped!
12:16 AM

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Recharging / Thursday, September 18, 2008

yipps doing maths ust now and later..
gonna recharge now by eating ^^
lol busy busy DMP week
bit boring but today we got one cool ART teacher
o yeah man!
finally got a retarded yet cool and awesome and sick teacher
hard to come by mm.....
took DMP course expecting one of our sch teacher to teach us bout cartoonning
but in the end, we got a retard!
YAY!!!!
learn how draw many many ways
plus GUNDAM too hhahz ownz ownz

and yeah 2 DMP modules same classs as Joel. Bious
u lucky u in my class^^
coz i will slp then u can wake me up!!

and thx Tingwei for slapping my during maths DMP to wake me up
i noe its tiring coz u had to do it alot of times!
hahahhaz

/Hopped!
11:32 PM

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understnad my famiily ^^ / Tuesday, September 16, 2008

James blunt by Yensen.....

Cousin siao hahahahahahahz

/Hopped!
11:40 PM

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Wahahaahah nvr post on sat night!
wanted to lehz but too tired so summary here :

SAT

That day went out early
went to meet DD and yousheng coz of CRYSTAL
Then, we go walk around like 2 tards and a very mature and cool Clive
ahahahz^^
Went to a lot of interesting nvr go before place like Indian Temple and Mosque
i like ^^ add to my research hhahaz
Then we go into a chinese temple
when the person ask us wad sch we from we say RI
he suddenly change his attitude towards us athen super friendly
say we are future leaders...
wadehell, ppl dunno how RI ppl really are....
They just judge them by their results, then think as if the future is certain for them ...
Having the brains isnt my everything
hope ppl's perspective will change ^^
then we go walk to some retarded place
yousheng and DD like camera Tards taking pics and argue like gay
but too mature, i pose for them hahaahahz
all the statues so fun!
So from morning to evening walk like crazy

Went back to stagmont park
Mooncake festival
er.. i a little anti social i think..
:( i changed too much
last time i would have jumped arnd like mad helpig evryone
now i stand there stone like tard...
Shit....
but nuovo sing not bad ar hahaahz
After tat all the gals left
boys pack up we went kee heng house downstair play bball
10.00pm to 11.00pm.. i like ^^ hahahz
Went home Slp
last day slp at ah ma house ^^ sadded also, happy also

SUN

Next day go new house!
House warming Xin Yan came! TY hahahaz
Jeff came! TYY
Then they got exposed to my sick cousin and uncle
hahahaz bet u all learned loads
can consult me anytime! hahahahhz
At night walk with xin yan home. not bad ar Semb to Yishun only 15 mins haahhahhaz
RAWR

MON

So monday DMP

TUES

Then today.. very happy ahahahahahz alot of reasons!
including eating 3 sets of lunch!
haahahahahahahz
EAT LIKE PIGGIE
die a happy man!
YAY!

ppl visiting blog must see this! must SEE
a clip from Gundam seed last ep
Nice nice philosophy bout human's atrocities and why we should all go down the path of destruction!
Real nice la hahahahz Jiayou

.: Without conflicts, nothing will progress:.

/Hopped!
10:50 PM

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kids singing... Cool ownz / Monday, September 15, 2008

i think first one is ownz pro
i think the second is retarded and cute but still ownz
I noe i not paedophile ^^

/Hopped!
12:01 AM

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Weird? / Friday, September 12, 2008

i contradict myself too much...

haiz sian....
yesterday my Math tuition teacher suan me maths like so PRO.
i super sad la haahahahz
Always suan me de ^^ very fun also
then today tuition got 2 funny funny gals....
very weird lehz dunno how describe

Then day before go walk
then i see the star beside the moon again^^
always same place, dunno wad star isit
then thought of whether there is other forms of life out there
quite lonely lehz for us
we dun find life like in other parts of our solar system
Then also felt scared
if the sky is totally transparent, we will be able to see the entire universe
how will it feel like if u float in space??
super lonely seh
and u die before reaching anywhere also

RAWR

i still like the universe coz its beautiful hhahahaz

人の夢
人の未来
人の望む
世界を変わる時、全部壊して
その時、どうすればいいんですか。

俺は自分で世界を変わらないカもしれません。でもお前と共に、私たちをやれる
お前を信じるだから。。。

o ya moving house this friday which is today
sunday house warming
lock link in my room?

/Hopped!
4:52 PM

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101% GUTS / Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Rawr today wanted post wanted post soo bad!
So happy today, or isit the later part of the day?
Miaoz...

Morning got dam fed up with my classmate
keep wantingto wear my jacket
then i shouted at him, teacher heard ( Bious im loud )
Mr Chua scolded my classmate but i noe he was pissed with me too...
Well, dun rilly care coz i was super grumpy
then next moment i nvr finish CLE project
got scolded again by him...
Morning was super ass...
but then the exam results i got back for geography and english was satisfied
coz i didnt really study last term for it coz need plan RC POC miaoz
hahahaz Recess usual eat alone bious felt quite sad
but then still the beef and curry chicken accompanied me till the end of the day ^^
in my stomach bleah
They are really gd friends, stick to me no matter wad hahaahahz

Then assembly, the Jon Pitikin came our sch
shared emotional story bout not givnig up
then he cried
i was quite moved ^^when he shared bout his life experience
quite meaningful, today's assembly

Today first day third Lang for the term
proposed to have only one 3hr and 15 min lesson per week for next year
tard tard i dun mind
Quite ok la the lesson
as usual ^^

then i took cab to tanah merah for golf

This is the part ive been wanting to post !!!!

expected it to be the same
but 5 weeks nvr go for CCA le, skill sure rusty
plus i must thank Mr Chow nvr kick me out last term for low attendance bleah
i no clubs, must borrow.. felt paiseh when asking from others all the time
today each person brought 3 clubs and 3 balls to course
played first hole,
not bad seh at least i hit the ball
spent likemore than 10 strokes to get the ball in the hole?
super shibai
but duno y today mood super relax and confident
maybe coz i found my old confident personality again?
Second hole improved OMG
ball actually flew nice nice
Surprised that i was super calm and kept humming fun fun tune while hitting

then i saw 2 sparrows flying around my group
relaxing...
Nice.....
see them fly so freely i felt assured dunno y also ^^
felt the ' i can own with every shot ' feeling boiling in me

Next hole we played was par 3 quite short distance plus play red pin coz only got irons^^
Super on liao so i took my 9 iron
one bang.... ball fly to left curve right
OMG my teacher suddenly smiled that rare smile
my ball landed one foot away from HOLE
OMGOMGOMG i super happy
my tap and ball fell in whole
i got a BIRDIE ahhhahahh

Exhilarated?
Head wanna burst?
u think i go crazy?
yar i went crazy coz its my first time getting a birdie OMGOMGOMG
siao siao
almost hole in one also!!
got money get one lez!!! haahahhaz

Then next hole play was like wam wam wam wam wam
5 shots into a par 4 hole Omg...
today i played like some ownage shit (comparing to my own standard last time)
didnt rweally trained but still retain skill
heennngg tot i forgot everything le

But it think its coz of my calmness today an sudden confidence and a lot of guts
played very differently today
didnt really heed my coach advice^^
just kept asking myself
" u got the guts to hit owage shot? "
maybe i think like tat so i hit better today?
Then i think exam time i also like tat everything full marks
diaodiao hahaahz
lame lame

Tday golf really changed my mood
also felt tat its another avenue for me to enjoy myself
RC gets my hyped up and super happy
but i get exhausted too
then sometimes i cant catch up with stuff
Then when im tired
Golf really cools me down and calm me down
especially the scenary
like ur in another world full of green green stuff
and alot of swallows sparrows different kind of bird
hahahaz i like seh
just now felt like sitting down just look at the artificial lake^^
Beautiful....

^^

wanted to add on to wad DD put in his blog la
he put:
you + Goal + Effort = success

Well, i think its not just these few factors though
my interpretation is:

you + dream ( dream sounds nicer ) + Effort + 101% GUTS = Success

/Hopped!
2:03 PM

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Today? ^^ / Tuesday, September 09, 2008

So today woke up at 4.20am ^^ read post below
reached sch on time without having to rush, first time this year?
^^ i felt like today could be the best day for the past few months
First period was surprised my Bio cct was quite good^^
then came the dumb special quiz and Law didnt inform us
Chem.. i brought worksheet, studied in hols o i understood Redox for first time.
o yea! miaomiao weeee
then maths...
didnt noe there was a TA until yesterday Ryoji called me and told me at 11.30pm
so couldnt do much
Enjoyed getting ownz by paper hahhaahz must work hard loh
then then......
nothing else happened today for academics la hahaahz
but got smthing that really spoiled my day..

Today was first day of school and we were suppose to recite principle of honour
RI ppl ar, lazy until must say RPOH
wadehellll u want us respect our principle of honour u go on stage go giv this type of short form...
then later ppl on stage say wrong thing make mistake
ppl laugh..
walao nvr make mistake before isit?
wan go on stage try or not..
then wah more pro
recite principle of honour ppl play la smile la joke la
will die isit if stand still
RI ppl got the brains but really no EQ boh...
seriously wanted to wack everyone there like some shit
At least show some respect?
diaoz

Nvm la... tards are tards unless they get wack by me^^

So today first training for me Batchie^^
MIaoz quite fun quite fun!
but kenna rape by siew Kyx and zhengwei ( new in the family ) ^^
in the end still own hahahahaz
then sec 1s quite cute la but some need to knock sense into them^^
My sec 1 and 2..
Satisfied for now?
i need to be more pro lehz
need to nurture them into Leaders and pro ppl hard leh
when im a nub ^^
hahahahahhaahahahahz
must JIA YOU! i noe i can do IT!

Ok ok went home with xin yan today
felt like in Sec 2 when we pon CCA together again miaoz..
got the feeling
just tat ive gotten quieter

i realised i got quieter after ULP
so diaoz
Why ar? dunno also maybe i got more retarded cant even tok?
also felt scared lehz y ar
scared of alot things now
want to forget bout lot of things but at same time dun wan
Dilemma hahahhahahaz
so how?
Biously
im going to enjoy every single drop of it^^
and force of all my fears out...
maybe then i can understand myself better
and also others...

/Hopped!
11:51 AM

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Compo / Monday, September 08, 2008

Yay, finish two chinese compos in 1 hour 20 mins
or isit 1 and half coz i finish half of one of them...
ahhhahhaz started at 4.20am till 5.40am....
Rawr... felt a little sad just now but nvermind!
sadness will push me forward to achieving happiness!
weird retarded way of thinking?
hahhaz yeah!
gtg school!
Woots today gonna reach there early early coz i woke up early early^

/Hopped!
8:57 PM

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random hahaz^^ / Saturday, September 06, 2008

random la post one last post before i slp
humans are interesting
i luv RIRC (yay)
i luv RCY ( er... wow CAC tok like tat can get champ or not)
i want to eat choc and cake and everything
so many Is
now is u turn
u are so cool
u want to eat with me?
u want play with psp?
RAWR MiAO NEIGH RIBuT WOOF BluB BluB hahahahaz

.: If ur not careful, u can die ^^:.

/Hopped!
4:23 PM

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Amazing today!
the me in the morning and the me in the night is so different
isit coz i found my old self back
the one tat didnt like Red Cross
the one tat has all guts and no feelings for others! hahahhahaahhaz
so fun!

definitely need the guts for EOY
but i dun want return to my old self
coz he is selfish
alone ( even though i may still be )
and cut off from the rest of the world..

DD wants me balance! so cool
see if the effect wears off tmr
if it doesnt,
think i'll be hell lot different! hahahaahhz

Feel the pain and the blood, enjoy!
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After the phsyco part
here comes today's ok ok day la
didnt do CLE coz friend batt off cant contact
stone with DD and YOUsheng and ShengYANG and JoHN and MARTin
tried absorbed stuff
even if u r dumb, at least try absorb as much as u can like Spongy!
yay
and John bullied me
give me paycut today and i cried
RAWR haahhaz
joking la
he attacked me like some crazy crazy^^
quite fun!

Then went off alone coz mum wants me Facial
coz she say my face ugly..
diao wasted 1 and half hours
pain also ^^
then went home here!

my room is messy and i slp on a mattress with my pillows,
i dun mind^^ hehez

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4:01 PM

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I've decided..
tat i will change me blog song if i feel like it yeah!
today feel tat
being happy alone isnt fun at all
rawr
WOW i see the english lyrics for this jap song OWNZ read read

You've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness.
Let's carry each other's indelible stains.
Don't give up on living!
I held your hand.
Will I end up losing them someday?
I want to protect you and your fading smile, so,
Even if the resounding voice calling me should wither,
Even if the mingling winds should tell me,
I will find you!Y
ou've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness but,
Don't ever say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people.
"There's meaning in everything that happens in the unseen future,
So stay as you are for now,
I know there'll come a time when you realize it.
You and me,
two are spoken.
Someday we'll understand each other.

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2:40 PM

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Today went watch movie with DD, Boss and Small boy
WALL E
i like the graphics
i like the stoyline
i like the plot
just tat not much convo, coz its between robots most of them time...

It started showing how Earth became a garbge dump then ppl need go outer space to live
The story is bout a robot with feelings oooo
first time i see
i was dam impressed coz
no matter how cool, how pro, how advanced technology is
creating emotions in non living stuffs is like the barrier that humans may take forever to break
Making emotions will be like the highest level we can go
which is, to create Life....
cool cool, any show tat reveals humans desire to create, to be just like god^^
ahahahahahaz

Then after tat he met a gal robot called Evvvvaaaaa WOW nice name
went and got himself on a space ship that sent them to the BIG spacecraft filled with humans
exhibited alot of human emotions and behaviour.. i like^^
then showed the typical humans get controlled by robots
OMG the humans are fat coz everything controlled by robots
then they dunnid do work
Diao, if i see anyone so lazy, i chop their hands and legs off lor, waste food in the end everything rely on robots...
Annoying ^^ hahahhhz
Where is the pride of being human?

Then in the end humans get their fighting spirit back
robots help them
then they returned too earth
everything retarted, birth of civilisation all over again
yupz

i like the robots!!!
the emotion part is cool^^

Then come home i felt sian
DD also felt sian
after he alighted then i realised i hav wasted alot of time
shld treasure times with ur friends^^
"friends are for Cherish" ahhahaz tats wad andrew said in primary sch can still remember

went home sian la....
dunno wad do
so today i tok bout 1E and 2E red cross pplz

Shu Qiao aka fish
so cool
remember i didnt like u coz u got my comic confiscated during lesson
So ass, draw on my bag with highlighter
but then we suan shengwei together^^
hahaahahahhahzz so farney

Sheng Wei aka toad
So nice,
u and i
HATED EACH other in Sec 1
remember wanting to kick u and u wanted kick me
our PSLs holding us back
hhaahahaz those were the times
then Sec 2 i went sit with u^^
coz couldnt stand the noise
we dao eachother dunno how many months^^

Xin Yan aka Cat
see u always in the far corner in Sec 1
Then was pissed with u then fought with u in Sec 1
so funz
then sec 2
Forced u go CCA even though sometimes i dun go (SUMTIMES)
RAWR
bious bious hahahahaz..........

Think about the past, my Sec 1 n 2 life was filled with hatred
hated sch, hated CCA, hated ppl in sch, hated everything
felt sian alone, but still alot energy??? hahahahahaz
Emotions boil everytime see my class
But now everything cleared up unexpectedly
RC ppl in 2 E dun really hate each other now?
seee
the heavy storm can nvr continue forever
neither can the dark clouds stay forever,
for in the end
light will penetrate through
and the sun will shine once more over us

WOOOOOTSSSSS CHIM CHIM CHIM isit isit hahahahaz im still a retard

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2:27 AM

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^^ / Friday, September 05, 2008

Presenting to u, the song^^

hahaahz my emotions get influenced too much by songs
Too easily also
listening to this song, cant help but feel tat life is Fun!
cant help but think wad exciting stuffs are gonna happen today^^
OMG i get excited le woooots
im too retarded to get my mood influenced by songs i hear.

Hahahz, Hikari e enjoy .... :)

/Hopped!
10:39 AM

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Many many days nvr blog,
Have many many things as usual to tok about
But i got pissed on tues wednesday night...
heres just smthing i wanted to say on wednesday night
" if u wanna Die, go ahead, coz a person who speaks so casually about dying doesnt deserve to Live"
i noe its harsh... but its my thoughts
and i dun target specific ppl, its just to the general ppl
i noe many people will think im retarded or emotionless but yeah! this is me tards^^

Today many things happen...
Went out morning for service learning
turned out dun hav coz external mentor didnt agree for the meeting
Jon and Yong Han was like giving the effing face and shouting vulgarities, well...
i didnt really feel anything though...
too detached with my emotions...

Came back
went study with myself in Bishan library
Saw Chong xi...
Shes Blur.. gd gd blur is gd!
then i said " hilo im clive" diaoz so fun!
then seat down 3rd floor study maths and Redox so cooool
was so BORED coz yousheng dun wan study with me....
hahahaz nvm la i think he study with me in the end i will ga qiao him until he pissed^^

Then went tuition!

Then after tat the best time of the day came...
i could eat!
Coz today i tried fastin coz DD wanted me too... which is TARDs fun
but everytime walk past food store feel like grabbing smthing and shove into mouth then RUN
then tuition ended at 7.30
fasting ends at 7.10,
im immediately ran to S11 ate $5 dollars worth of recess....^^
came home ATE again!
thenread some ppl blog, they also like to fast...

miaoz while bathing thought bout some stuff...

i like yamichika from Bleach
"Ur way of fighting is ugly, get out of my sight"
ownz like shit his philo

Today on MSN lost myself to anger and emotions, not emo though
i really want to understand this time
i noe im retarded in the past and is still am,
but i want to understand ppl's feelings...
i cant stand it when im happy then others sad or dunno wad la
MIAOZ
im selfish...
^^

And still DD is a tard^^

then comes JIE and YY...
CRAZINESS
but will be missing JIE like 1 month after EOY omgz
Siao
Sad le la RAWRRAWR
then YY sad i dunno why
then she happy hahahaahz
Congrats to JIE YAY
priceless hahahaz
and u loan me out to YY
im a toy :)
So fun fun!
ok i tok like a retard ^^ yea! im retard

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Now comes a fun and interesting part,
for those who dun like emoers GO AWY NOW (except for u chiharu Jie, but dun go emoemo after this ar! or disown me:( )

In this world,
everyone is selfish..
wad kindness,
wad love,
wad hope,
these are just excuses for our selfishness
wadever we do we want to get smthing in return...
Kindness, dun be retard
u want to help others so they can be happy
wad for?
Dun lie to yourself that u wanted to help others coz they needed help
Humans do things becoz they want smthing in return
We help others so that in our heart
we noe that we have done our part
so that we can sleep in peace
so that we know our life is meaningful...
The way humans live, so selfish.... and even still, we find excuses for our selfishness...
Why should we exist, for we only exist for ourselves...
when we are alone,
we want to have company
but when we see others in the same plight
we dunt reach our hands out to help them....
Ppl find excuses, saying that they will bear all the burden by themselves..
some of them want to bear the burden so they can get the most experience from it...
some just want to carry these burden coz they think they are helping others
but dunt u noe that by doing so,
u r making others worry for u... then in a way u r selfish too^^

hahahahahaz myphilo is LAME but fun fun!!!
lets live in a selfish world^^
one last selish thing:
" sometimes, i feel that i have the power to change the world"

/Hopped!
12:07 AM

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あなたはどうもありがと / Tuesday, September 02, 2008

今、私は本とにうれしかった。。。
あなたといっしょにの時、いつもたのしかった。。。
本とに。。。
全部、俺は忘れない。。。
でも、今私たちの友情は悪かってだぞう？
私はそんの感じがある。。。
どうしてこんなの時？
私が間違ったんのか？
説明しておいてください。。。
お願い。。。
悪いぜ。。。
私はあなたの友達ですか？
この友情は終わったんですか？
私は本とに困ったんです。。。。
ね。。＾＾

/Hopped!
4:58 PM

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Sin to much.... / Monday, September 01, 2008

How about starting with this morning...
mum didnt wake me up to help move house
so i sleep until 2.30pm
gdgd very hard to wake up...

Once wake up, i walk around house, my ah ma suddenly say
" dunt study too much la later brain go crazy "
I have a good ah ma! hahaahahaz

But no choice, did my overdued essay with EX CHAIRMAN's help
Waaaaaahhh thanks sia, cool cool

After tat, 7.30 liaoz omg time fly like aeroplane
so fast
fly fly like flying chicken....
im a retard

So, went Lot 1 walk.
Found my PSP spare part so can fix...
Stupid zeze, break my keyboard spoil my psp walao ass....

came back..

( For ppl who dun like emo pls dun read liaoz ty)

okz
tot about alot of things while playing my psp...
or maybe is only one or two since im dumb...

i cant be trusted
yea
tats the only thing ive tot of
so many examples, show tat i am a liar
hahaz i getting influence be Code geas le^^
OMG

Died

.: see la, u wanna do so many things, but in the end u produce shit:. ^^

/Hopped!
10:11 PM

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