Recap of my life / Friday, August 15, 2008
I cant imagine me myself actually trying to think before i speak and to think before i act..
If i could go back in time and tell my past self wad he would become in the future, i think i would have jumped...
seriously, i nvr tot i would turn into someone who actually thinks and sometimes emo.. ( not a lot la bious )
i nvr believed i would become what i am now, always been so carefree and the worries i get were mostly from studies.
Now, thanks to my dear friend yousheng, i have grown a lot. i dunno whether it is for good or bad but yea, coz of tat retard, i changed. hhaahaz
and there came in RIRC in late secondary 2... and everyone started coming in one by one...
Joel, shengyang, shu qiao , sheng wei, Hadi, Hanif , Jie Qi, Daniel, Kwok Hao and many many more but i dun wanna spam this post with names sry ^^ and the tard
Yup all of uall came in and changed my entire life. For the second time, i feel a real sense of belonging and this feeling was greater, far more greater then anything i hav ever experienced.
The warmth, happiness, sorrow, all of them... thank you! RAWR
hahaz.. still remember in Sec 1 and 2 whenever sheng wei and i see each other, we want to attack each other and bit each other up^^ hahaz
How ppl change...
And this pain in my heart, i dun wan this to end...
But everything that has a beginning has an end...
and all joy comes to an end, same goes to all sorrow..
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Why do we exist?
For wad purpose do humans exist?
We come into this world as nothing, just a small baby..
and we grow up, wanting more and more...
but in the end, we die and we cant bring anything we have achieved along with us...
the only thing that we can continure is to leave memories of ourselves in others...
But even they will die, and memories will fade..
So, why do we exist?
We are born, live , die and the world still goes on, with or without u...
Is there any meaning for us to even come into this world?
Humans come into this world...
we feel, the pain, the sorrow, the joy, the love..
so many different kinds of emotions..
But why do we have to feel them, is there a reason for us to?
Will emotions make us stronger, make us wiser, make us a better person..
Even if it does, everything will disappear once u die.
This cycle repeats itself in everyone, but wad for.
We are all so couped up in our busy lives, doing homework, CCA, friends..
How many of us stare into the clear blue sky, or the cloudy dark storm clouds
and wonder about why we should be alive?
The sky is beautiful u noe... i like it when there are fluffy clouds around, like candy floss like that feel like biting it RAWR... hahaz
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Hahaz i got some idea but dunno whether may find it common sense or lame Yohohohohoho but i hav neither so that doesnt matter Yohohohohoho...^^
Emoness, is a form of expression that we teenagers take so as to mature into adults.
It is the first step we take so as to understand the ppl around us and our surroundings...
To learn from mistakes and to voice out opinions, even though super sad tat kind la... hahhahaz
So, maybe ppl now tat are super emo grow up to be wise old ppl hahahz..
Yousheng, president waahhhhh gd la gd la^^
Dunno wad will happen to me, maybe i forever think like a kid, coz i dun emo hahahahhaahahahahahz
Kinda long, if u all wanna read on this boring entry, next up is my APR analysis yohohohohoho!
So, basically
my science is all dying
coz all the conceptual stuff finish le and now is calculations so i a bit the find it weird la..
HOWEVER, surprisingly BIO actually got 81% sia WOOTTS continue to jia you Clive! do me proud!
and all my languages are reviving from the ashes..
Jap go all the way
Chinese not tat embarrassig, at least not 2.8... got a 3.2 argghhhh shit tot 70% liao
CHINESE where are u my DEAR!!
and last of all ENG! ok la i noe my eng sux now only 65%.
BUt heh its an improvement form 55% so keep on JIA YOU!
then SS drop coz i nub
then maths remain same percentage gd gd^^ must work hard or u gonna fail
then er... geo improve yea!
i think dr chionh not bad la her teaching, its just i sux
then
one important subject.. PE.. eee only got B+, walao tot will get A...
but i got napha gold this year! yea after 2 years of sadness, my 2.4 timing came back..
so yar end of analysis...
I am an RI student, pardon me ^^ hahahz
Wah i like spamming, shit coz i scared no time post so post while i hav the time^^
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