Sin

Me / Sunday, July 13, 2008

Today, went to school for Red Cross and stayed there for almost half of the day. I felt really emo during that period of time so i could not perform to the best of my abilities for CAC. After all the activities in school, Jerome, DD, You Sheng, Zheyi, Shao Tong, Sheng Yang, Daniel and i went to the KFC to eat and to super lot of cok. Well, it was mostly about Sheng Yang's super interesting life... Daniel and Jerome and Zheyi went off and the rest of us went to the open space on the third level to tok more cok^^.

Upstairs, we tok more cok. Then one by one, we fall prey to emoness except pro immunized DD. Then he had to come treat us and all... At around 9.45, we went down stairs to go home le... I reach downstairs then i cried...:( sianz la, never cry in public for long long time liaoz...

Shao Tong went off first then Sheng Yang, so left me crying and DD and You Sheng toking to me... Really very sad at that point in time coz i was letting out a lot of stuff to both of them... DD was having trouble consoling Shao Tong and me at the same time... but he still manage to counsel me and i felt much much better after toking to both of them.

Now wondering... how should i carry on from here, should i delete everything and restart??

For the past few years, i have felt as if i am wandering aimlessly through the darkness and the mist, only being able to continue on becase of sheer will power and luck. I have tripped many times and have many things that i want to say, but there is no one around me for me to pour my heart out to... However, this year is different. The mist is clearing up, and i am able to see the surroundings more clearly. The most important part is, in the distant, i can see a strong brilliant glow of light. As i approach it, i can make out outlines of many people in front of the source of lights. They are waiting for me there... My friends... Thank you...

I have never regretted joining Red Cross as my CCA and my Life...

/Hopped!
12:05 AM

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