Savior_zala

2010-08-31T20:43:00.001+08:00

If happiness and sorrow are inseperable twins of fate...
which one comes first?

2010-08-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

When ppl tell u their weird,
Thank them.
When ppl call u names,
Appreciate their efforts to make u different.
When ppl hate u,
At least they think of u all the time.

Maybe? I hope so..
If not, then at least u noe u hav been urself all along?
Be nice. Try smiling.
Most ppl like smiles I guess^^

2010-08-26T00:38:00.004+08:00

Some ppl fear to lose it.
Some fear that they wun even hav a chance to experience it.

it depends right?
Coz we can only noe stuff that we hav experienced.

In the end, we find out that we dun hav to understand everything to live.

A simple thot for a simple mind,
No chicken can taste as good as rice,
Neither will it ever
taste as good as mice.
But if chicken's all uve got
Hold ur heads up n just appreciate god.

Er for free thinkers u might wan to try appreciate smthing else?
The tree outside the window or the crappy old lady u meet everyday?
I dunno wad u like..

2010-07-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

It's so much quicker to hold ur hands
then to say the millionth "I love you"
I am easily embarrassed, So it's the best I can do
when I truly fall in love with someone
I dont need those scripted words
i'll silently hold onto ur hand,
so u can become happy here in my arms.

2010-07-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

心は何？〜イヴの時間

2010-07-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh you’re my Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh you’re my Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Boy you’re my lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli-pop-pop

Even sweeter than candy on a stick
My heart is like a bursting dynamite
Im the neat man T.O.P
My love bling bling like L E D

He is exactly my style
Twinkling Twinkling star
Do you want something different?
Let me show you if that’s okay

Now come on
The colour is rainbow
I know you’re going to fall for me as soon as you feel me
You just can’t control

The thing that has got me
Just the secret light you and I know

Lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me sweetly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop whisper to me
Lolli-Lolli-lollipop come to me refreshingly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop you want me now

Lolli-lolli-lollipop girl you’re my lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh Lolli-Pop-Pop

Her body and her moves makes my heart flutter
My groove has locked my gaze
I’m exhausted and I’ve had enough
Let’s just keep You and I F.R.E.S.H

Now come on
The colour is rainbow
I know you’re going to fall for me as soon as you feel me
You just can’t control

The secret light that we both know has got a hold of me

Lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me sweetly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop whisper to me
Lolli-Lolli-lollipop come to me refreshingly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop you want me now
Lolli-lolli-lollipop oh you’re my lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh Lolli-Pop-Pop

Its not a feeling every second, when I close my eyes you’re standing in front of me
You is what I wished for, you and me now under the sunlight

Lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me sweetly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop whisper to me
Lolli-Lolli-lollipop come to me refreshingly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop you want me now

Lolli-lolli-lollipop oh you’re my lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh Lolli-Pop-Pop (repeat x2)

2010-06-30T20:01:00.008+08:00

hahahaha~!

2010-06-30T02:02:00.002+08:00

Do u believe in miracles?

Wheb sakuras blossom in the snow
:)

奇跡。。。

one piece strong world! Will post a picture of it soon!

2010-06-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

When will we be able to understand one another?

2010-06-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Tired...

2010-06-18T16:08:00.001+08:00

2010-06-18T00:00:00.003+08:00

what?
caught a cold.

why?
i dunno.

when?
today

who?
me

how?
sitting in library

this shows that one man shouldnt have four wives.
ask too many questions.

procreation. so fun
not for the wife though...

If you're scared,
why not try dying.

I cant understand myself,
neither can I.

全部消してください。。。
bang bang and you are dead

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Baby girl, わたしはここにいるよ
どこも行かずに待ってるよ
You know that i love you だからこそ
心配しなくていんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても
変わらないよの心
言いたいことわかるでしょう？
あなたのこと待ってるよ。。。

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2010-06-16T00:53:00.001+08:00

If u meet me halfway...

2010-06-15T00:06:00.005+08:00

Message from ME

Welcome back my lovely EGO. Muhahaha.

How nice of you to POP by after so many months. I miss YOU alot alot alot! :(

i think of you when im eatin,

think of you when im bathing,

think of you when im actually thinking of some other pretty gal.

actually no la. i think of pretty gal more than you...

BUT

That is not the point :)

The main point is that you're back at last.

I can finally regain my ABSOLUTE MANLINESS by reuniting with you! as one single ENTITY.

Let me rip off my Galvea shirt (which i am wearing now, for those who are curious bout wad i normally wear at home :) ) and scream and shout! Pound my chest with such intense fury that my chest caves in and i can carry my schoolbag in it! I just wanna JUMP and PUNCH and WACK and PUKE at everyone and everything i SEE!

WAhahahahahahahahhz

Wahahahahahahahhahaz

WAHhahahahahahaahahhz

WAhahahahahahahz

WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHz

WAHAHAHAHAHHAve you ever tried eating urself?
oh oh ive found out a way to nvr let u leave my side le.

SEEE! nice right??? wahahah i can just seperate you up into tiny little packets of wadever and shove u down my throat when i got this urge to TURN INTO SOME GIGANTIC CYBER MONKEY AN INVADE EARTH AND RIP UP LITTLE KIDDIES EYES COZ I LIEK THEM AND MAKE THEM CRY SO LOUD THAT UR MUM WILL WAN TO THROW STUFF AT THEM AND KILL THEM LIKE NOBODY's BUSINESS.

you make me so happy! i love u. i love u more then anything else in the world. Oh darling. let me giv u a kiss, a hug, a squish, a oohlalala!

so come come baby come be my toyfriend~
let me play with you~

oh.. one more thing. im flying off to India now. coz my lady couldnt stop my mum from selling me to this cute little biscuit worker for a couple of smelly socks and a coupon to prata house. Yea, so make sure u pack ur things and we will be off in a couple of weeks!! ooooo! so much fun!

I hope the lady doesnt go to india and get lost. She might just cry like a little gal and get abducted. we might not noe.. haiz. But as both of us are connected by this weird little string of fate, i bet she will end up getting sold to the prata house i work in and i will try to feed her till she gets plump and pleasant looking for my new boss.

Oh OH! i wanna show u smthing

SEEEEEEE this is where we will be living for the rest of our lives!

Big room

Spacious

Clean

Queen size bed so if we are lonely at night we can hav fun

and many many other cool STUFF!

u like?

Ego: FML...

2010-06-13T11:05:00.003+08:00

Hey hey! It’s me again. By me I mean Liv, not Clive. Anyways yea I bet you all must be thinking I damn bo liao, nothing to do post on other people’s blog. But right, I’m doing this for the good of you! Cause I’m damn funny and nice and you all are entertained by me (as you can see, my ego is not missing). And and.. ermm actually fine larh, I admit it -.- I’m damn bo liao okok? U happy now? Good good now we can continue ^^

Look below for the latest update on Clive’s ego:

Dear Clive Sin,

I am Clive’s Orange Missing Ego (COME). [I added the orange part because COME looks nicer than CME. I’m not really orange.] Your lady is a very nice employer, I agree. Most employers would rather sleep at home than ride out on white horses to find missing egos in the wee hours of morning. I know it’s quite lame for me to write this to you since I’m riding back now with your lady so you’ll receive the letter and me at the same time, so I can actually just talk to you and not write this letter. But I am bored now and since your lady doesn’t look like she’s in the mood for talking, and I don’t want to sleep anymore (I’ve been sleeping ever since I got to the cave), I shall just write this to occupy my time.

Addressing your questions, I did not want to leave you, believe me it was not my choice. Sure, it was a bit irritating the way you showed me, your ego, to everyone. And sure, I wanted a bit of privacy and peace. But I only thought about leaving for a while. I would never had left for real if not for my unfortunate capture by the evil witch who snatched me away from you while suanning you. Nor would I have left for such a long time. I do know how much you love me and I won’t ever leave you to make your heart fonder. I’m not that cruel.

Why did I not return to you? You may ask. Let me tell you. It’s because the evil witch planted a cockroach outside the cave the guard me! And you should know how incredibly scared I am of cockroaches! Oh my, those disgusting pests… So now you know why I couldn’t return to you even if I wanted to. Luckily, your lady plucked up all her courage (she doesn’t like cockroaches at all) and let her horse squish the cockroach out of its pitiful existence. She seemed a bit traumatized, perhaps that’s why she isn’t in the mood to talk now. She is my hero! My savior! I only hope I can serve her well with you.

So rest assured, I shall be reaching you soon. After such a long time apart, my heart yearns to join yours. A while longer.. I have to wait.. patience is a virtue ^^

Yours sincerely,
COME
Ps. I love you too.

Ta dah!! Yay Clive’s gonna get his ego back soon..
And I'm going out for Peking duck!!! ^^

-BY LIV-

Please save my ego

2010-06-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

Dear Ego,

It's Clive Sin here (actually it's me again but nvrm i pretend to be him for awhile).
I just want to know, where are you? Why did you abandon me? You left me alone, and I felt so sad, horrible, and zi bei. Now everyday I suan myself. I say I'm dumb, I say I'm retarded, I say I'm lame and immature and screwed up and all the bad stuff. And I miss those days, where I was so confident and thinking that I was the best person in the whole world.

I'm sending this lovely letter to you now through my lady who I'm working for because I'm too scared of meeting you. I'm too scared that you'll reject me and I won't be able to take it (see how un-ego i am now?). My lady was kind enough to volunteer (and write this letter ahaha) so that I can work better as her knight in the future. Isn't she such a wonderful employer? I shall work hard! Once I have you by my side.

So please, I know perhaps in the past I didn't treat you well, I didn't appreciate you enough. As you might know, absence makes the heart fonder. And it's true, now I miss you soooo much. Now you're gone, I see just how important you are to me. Please please follow my lady back. If you don't want to do it for me, do it for her. With you, I can work hard and repay her kindness.

Please please come?? I love you so much! Don't reject me... I'll cry, I'm serious!

Yours sincerely,
Clive Sin

-BY LIV-

2010-06-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

the feeling of being unwanted.
quite saddening.. haiz haiz

2010-06-12T15:04:00.008+08:00

You know what.. i dam sad life one :'(
You know why.. because everyone keep on suanning me.

ahaha okai actually no ^^
thats not the reason

the reason is...

WADESHIT MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT KENA HACK BY PEOPLE TO ANYHOW POST STATUS UPDATE, THEN NOW MY BLOG ACCOUNT ALSO KENA HACK BY PEOPLE TO ANYHOW POST BLOG POST!

yupyup! so by now, it should be clear that I'm not clive, just some random bored person who knows his password (whoooooo *hint hint* got 8 characters/numbers, go try go try)

mmhmm he's not home now (i think) so take this opportunity to post this before he realises and changes his password.

(erm erm cant decided if i shld post this.. later he come home angry and cry how?? shld i, shld i not, shld i, shld i not, shld i, shld i not..oh no more flower petals to pluck liao ok i shldn't.. save a draft first bah)

** yay yay now he gimme permission to post and spice up his blog! so expect to see me moreeee (perhaps only bah, i knw u'll miss me otherwise right right)

-BY LIV-

2010-06-10T01:47:00.000+08:00

2010-06-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hey,
do u remember that starry night?
Under the street lamp.
Both of us were staring at the stars in the sky.
At the stars that winked at us from the far away distance..

Hey,
can u recall the words u spoke to me that night?
With our eyes gazing,
at the white globe that stood amongst the jewels in the sky.
And the shooting stars that blazed across our hearts

Even in the blizzard,
i can make out ur silhouette
ur actions
ur presence
ur soul
i can feel all of them.

And as the winds howled.
i strained my ears, trying to embrace the words u spoke.
i wanted to reach you
to put my arms around u
to just say that everything will be alright.

On that day,
those words couldnt reach me.
they were winged keys that desperately tried to reach the lock within my heart
caught in the storm,
they were enclosed within crystal balls.
relics of the past,
forever frozen in the capsule of time.

Hey,
i wun forget the days we had.
im humming ur fav tune right now.
as the melody feels my ears,
tears rolled down my cheek.

~ tears of the shooting star

2010-06-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

this feeling.
when ur heart feels as if it sunk 1000 feet into the depths of the ocean.
When it quivers and trembles.
When u feel like there are chains binding it.
preventing it from reaching outwards.
When u dun even noe wad that queer feeling is.

ぜつぼう。

2010-06-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

oh!
oh!
oh!
up and down
up and down
up and down on my little clown
he so round
kena knock down
by the HOHO bang CHU CHU!
by the HOHO bang CHU CHU!
BANG
OH
BANG
OH
BONG OH BANG OH ooo la la

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haiya,
ppl post pics before they post, i compose music.
the wonders of my brain nvr cease to amaze me.
haaiizzzz
got nothing to say...
since coming to JC, feels like ive lost touch with myself.
wad is the meaning of I
wad is the meaning of me
wad is the feeling when i pee.
haiz

Sooo.. ive lost touch.
how do i get this feeling back?
do i go "touch my BODY~" oh lalala
RA
RA
U LA LA
GA
GA
OOH LALA
oh must choreo
hello hello baby......
yah baby ohh yea oohh yeaaa babyy ohhh nooo!

How ar... nvr blog for quite awhile. dunno how to do it right
and make it tight
yea
yea
oh yeaaaa
oohhhh nonononono!!! haiz... shuqiao where the shit are u??

SPREAD THE LOVE
piuiu and everyone gets a small portion of it.

^^ thats it
end of blog post

woooo
clap clap! smart boy just finished a post

hiphip hooray
hiphip hooray
hiphip arrghhhh my hip.

2010-05-31T23:58:00.003+08:00

Along the way, people sometimes forget what they are or who they are.

What happened to you?
You, who hated losing to the core.
You, with that arrogance that no one else can match.
You, who prided urself over everything else in this world.

I will find it back. Coz im always the best.

^^ heeeee
Fight On Fight On!

2010-05-30T01:04:00.002+08:00

Waving..
Sending pulses of this wave all across my body.
From my finger tips, to my elbow, to my shoulder,
send it spiralling down to my knee
up again to my chest.

somehow i just feel that my waves arent good enough.
wads the use of just containing them within me..
and just displaying the techniques that i have acquired?

i wan to send this waves out
to everyone.
to people who need ripples in their lives
to inject them with the same enthusiasm they had with life when they were a kid
isnt this wad a performer should be doing?

not jus a dancer.
but a performer.

coz one move can change the world.

hm hm hm hmmmm hm hm hmm
mm mm m mmmm mm mm m mmmm
dulu dulu dulu duuuuu

2010-05-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

2010-04-19T02:03:00.003+08:00

Was toking to a few ppl throughout the course of yst. and after all that, it was like piu piu piu and i wanted to write this. yea

You the star,
Me the stargazer.
Tonight, i am standing on this green hill.
as i do always, u know right?
I gaze at you the whole night long,
wondering when u'll be my shooting star and streak towards me.
Though i noe you are too far away for my already outstretched arm,
but everytime i gaze at you,
you twinkle,
and i feel your eyes looking right pass me.

- Star gazer

Haiz.. if my jap was pro enough and i write this in jap. it will be quite beautiful.
i guess. maybe not. ^^

everytime i feel an emotion surging in me, aqua timez nvr fail to express my emotions in their lyrics and music.
Awesome band^^
Presenting to you, Shiori.

Coming out of a path that stretches along the river,
it’s just a little further to the clock tower
This is right around where I taught you,
who wasn’t very good at whistling, how to do it

I’ve decided that I’m going to burn this picture frame
that’s decorated with memories
How many times has the world turned now?

A gentle breeze on the way home,
always at 5:00 in the evening
The clock tower in front of the station,
that’s where we met
Two and a half minutes late,
I came up to you at a little bit of a run,
and wrapped my arms around you
On the evening of that far off day

I haven’t found an answer that seems like an answer,
to the things that I worried about
I’m trying to set the future into
the gentle breeze that passes by,
saying “a promise”…

Is it because I would knew it all pass by, and disappear?
The beautiful scenery always makes me a little sad

Flowers decorate the window sill,
it’s a calm early afternoon
Things are just this wonderfully mundane
“The moment” will escape through
the crack called let’s live for “the moment”
The flow of time taught us this

You & I…

Even though, at the clock tower in front of the station,
two and a half minutes later
There was a couple that started walking together, cuddled up
The sound of my lone footsteps didn’t really make me sad
But it will take time for my heart to go toward tomorrow

A gentle breeze on the way home,
what is reflected in your eyes today?
What are you thinking?
What is it that you wanted?
I don’t know where happiness can be found
I just look up to the sky and think
“I loved you today too”

Kawa zoi ni nobiru komichi wo nuke
ano tokei dai made ato sukoshi
Kuchibue ga heta na anata ni
kotsu wo oshie ta no mo kono atari

Omoide wo kazaru gakubuchi nante
moyashi te shimao u to kime te kara
Mou chikyuu ha nan shuu me da

Soyokaze no kaerimichi
kimatte yuugata go ji
Ekimae no tokei dai
soko de machiawaseru
Nibun han chikoku shi te
kobashiri de kakeyotte
kuru anata o dakishime ta
Haruka tooi hi no yuugure

Arekore to nayan de wa mi ta monono
kotae rashii kotae wa mitsukari mase n
‘Yakusoku ‘ nante toorisugiru soyokaze ni
mirai o nui tsukeyo u to suru koto de ?

Nagare te kieru to
shitte kara na no ka
Kirei na keshiki wa itsu no hi mo sukoshi
dake kanashii n da

Madogiwa ni kazaru hana
odayaka na hirusagari
Konnanimo arifure ta subarashii nichijou
‘Ima’ o ikiyo u to iu
sono suki ni ‘ima’ ga nige te yuku koto wo
Boku tachi wa toki no nagare ni osowatta

You & I ?

Ekimae no tokei dai
ato ni fun han shi tara
Yorisotte aruki dasu futari ga i ta noni na?
Hito nin narasu ashioto
kanashiku nanka nai
Kokoro ga asu ni mukau ni wa
jikan ga kakaru kedo

Soyokaze no kaerimichi
anata wa kyou sono me ni
Nani o utsushi nani o omoi
nani o nozon da no
Shiawase no ari ka nado
boku ni wa wakara nai
Tada kono sora o mi te omou
‘kyou mo anata ga suki deshi ta’

2010-04-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

I sort of understand the reason you hang your head
You’re not able to begin talking about breaking up, are you?
Even though our shadows falling on the pavement are moving nearer
Our feelings are now going further apart
You have found a different love
But you can’t find the words to say to stop our connection

Things like goodbye or it’s over
You say it’s a lie, but even then
The hand you let go of has become cold, we’ll become strangers to each other
Things like sorry or don’t cry
Because they make me want to embrace you
Before the pile of memories turn to pain
See, at the end I’ll smile as we say goodbye…

“I’m fine alone as well” was the first lie I told
I wanted a way to stop your tears
Really you were important to me, really I don’t want to let go
Emotions with nowhere to go fill my heart
But because I’m wishing for your happiness more than anyone
I may be acting tough, but I want to tell you “thanks”

Even goodbye, even regrets
They’re proof that we had met
It’s because it is you that I think this way
You are an irreplaceable existence in my life

So as not to forget them, I’ll etch the seasons we shared together into my heart
As I watch you go hurrying off to a new future
Yes, at the end I’ll smile as we say goodbye…

Things like goodbye or it’s over
You say it’s a lie, but even then
The hand you let go of has become cold, we’ll become strangers to each other
Things like sorry or don’t cry
Because they make me want to embrace you
Before the pile of memories turn to pain
See, at the end I’ll smile as we say goodbye…

2010-04-09T00:40:00.002+08:00

My dad once told me this when i was quite young
that everything that i wanna do can be fun and it will be fun
but once i start to want to win,
i wouldnt be able to enjoy the things i do anymore.

2010-04-06T16:06:00.007+08:00

So.. today reached home at 3.30pm.
Early~ and bored coz no one could go home with me.
reminds me of my sec 1 and 2 years. always walk home alone.. naahhhh
I just realised how long it has been since i've gazed at the afternoon sky.

Today's sky was sky blue, dotted with fluffy cumulonimbus clouds shaped like cotton candy
and other clouds higher up in the atmosphere that looked like milk splashed across the sky.
The sun was glaring, yet soothing for me.
As the train passed by seletar reservoir, one of the most spectacular sceneraries appeared right in front of me.
As we wind through our hectic life, lets not forget to lift up our heads once in a while.
Stop and stare.
At the beauty of nature presented right in front of us^^.

"Don't become someone who can tell a lie." was my father's wish
"Even if you are hurt, laugh it off rather than to continue hurting others." from my mother's love

As we grow up,
lets try to not be coloured by the cynical world.
Cherish the childish dreams we once had,
of kindness and peace.
Where hate can turn into love...
Spotting a rainbow in the horizon,
lets believe in the paths we chose.
even if its lonely,
even if its painful,
because in the end, we will return to this place holding on to the hands of our friends.

Everyone carries a certain pain and burden that no one else can understand.
The pain within our hearts,
the tears glistening in our eyes,
and the words that didnt come out right on that starry night.

Lets try to love others for who they are,
And maybe, we can truly understand the pain that we feel.
On that day, the tears that carry our sorrow..
will transform into tiny beads of glass.

"Its so much easier to believe, rather than to doubt." from the tears of my mother.
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ooo i wan dance to loveless by yamapi, nice.
maybe i shld start blogging stuff that comes straight out of my nostrils again.. mmmm

2010-03-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

We always refer to the world we live in as either black or white,
more often than not many shades of grey appear.
But is this how the world really is,
or is it just us looking at the world thru a pair of shades?
The longer we keep it on,
the faster colours seem to drain away from life.
What is the most beautiful thing in life?
What is the meaning of life itself?
While finding for the answers to these questions,
lets throw away that cynical side of us,
and view the world thru the eyes of a child.

Rmb how we used to draw pictures with crayons when we were kids?
And how adults always comment on how colourful it is?

"Its so colourful. Its pretty."

And as words such as these escaped through their mouths, we can subtly feel a tinge of sadness and envy.

2010-03-26T01:13:00.004+08:00

Its that few moments in life that defines us.

The desire to express ones emotions to the fullest.

Having that attitude within, wanting to show that i am where i am now because i am capable

Because i nvr thot i could live without u but i did.

The passion coursing through the body, feeling the blood pumping through the veins.

With one hand reaching towards the sun, the other towards the moon,

to climb up to the very top, to be the best of the best.

Prove to myself that i can be the one to change the impossible to the possible.

piu piu.

went peranakan museum with cute jap gals

Maikou, Yuki, Wakana, Yuka

And ate Dian Xiao Er with handsome boys + gal?

Clive, Mashu, Victor, Ryoji, Yuki

2010-03-17T14:04:00.002+08:00

the pain u and i each hold,
isnt something that is easily understood.
wrapping ourselves in the pain,
as night envelopes our heart.
just remember to look up
and we will be able to see the same stars twinkling up in the sky

then we will realise that we arent so far apart as we thought we were

2010-03-17T13:58:00.001+08:00

Mr children Hanabi

What value left is there
in this world I live in?
I start thinking its all meaningless
or maybe I’m just tired?

In exchange for something I got
I gave up a number of precious things
but it’s not such a peaceful world
that I can lament each and every one.

What kind of dreams should I envision?
What kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward?
These seemingly impossible to answer questions
Get buried in my day to day life.

If you were here I wonder what you would say?
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh.
I just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.

even if it’s a light like fireworks
that can never be caught
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.

We all carry sadness with us
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?

I get choked up on the words ’cause I think too much
I hate how clumsy I am
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.

Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?

Even though we knew from the start
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.

I never imagined that simply meeting you
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.

I wish my heart flowed fast and smooth like water
so that it would not settle in one place.

For all those times when I need to see you
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.

We all have our problems
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?

one more time, one more time,
one more time, one more time…

dorekuraino neuchi gaarudarou ?
boku ga ima kiterukono sekai
subetega muimi datte omoe ru
chotto tsukare tennokana

teniire tamon hikikae nishite
kirisute ta
ikutsumono kagayaki
ichiichi urei deireruhodo
heiwa na yononaka janai

ittaidonna risou wo egai taraii ?
donna kibou wo daki susun daraii ?
kotae youmonaisono toi kake wa
nichijou ni noma rete

kun gaitaranante iu kana ?
( kurai ) to chakashi te warau nokana ?
sonoyawarakana egao ni furete
kono yuuutsu ga fuki ton daraiinoni

kesshite tsukama erukotono dekina i
hanabi noyouna hikari datoshitatte
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
bokuha kono te wo nobashi tai

daremo mina kanashimi wo dai teru
dakedo suteki na ashita wo negatte ru
okubyou kaze ni fuka rete
namikaze ga tatta sekai wo
doredake aisu rukotogadekirudarou

kangae sugite kotoba ni tsuma ru
jibun no bukiyou saga kirai
demo myouni kiyou ni furu mau
jibun gasore ijou ni kirai

waratte itemo nai te sugo shitemo
byoudou ni toki ha nagare
mirai ga bokura wo yon deiru
sono koe ha ima kun nimo kiko eteimasuka ?

( sayonara ) tte kotae wo kiku kotowo
saisho kara waka tteitatoshitatte
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
nando demo kun ni ai tai

meguri ae takotodekonnani

sekai ga utsukushi ku mie runante
souzou saemoshiteinai
tanjun datte waratta
kun ni kokoro kara ( arigatou ) wo io u

todokoora naiyouni
yure te nagare te
suki tootte iru mizu noyouna kokoro dearetara

ai takunatta tokino fun made
sabishi kunatta tokino fun datte
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
kun wo tsuyoku yakitsuke tai

daremo ga mondai wo dae teiru
dakedo suteki na ashita wo negatte iru
okubyou kaze ni fuka rete
namikaze ga tatta sekai wo
doredake aisu rukotogadekirudarou
mou ikkai , mou ikkai
mou ikkai , mou ikkai

Sky

2010-03-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

今、一人でここに、
黒い空の星を見ている。
俺たち、同じの空の下で、
いつか一緒に笑えるの？
こんな美しい空を見てて、
君を何をしていると考えて、
好きな歌を聞いて、
詰まんないの!

2010-03-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

FEEL THE PAIN IN MY LEGS!!
ENJOY THEM!!!
ITS TIME TO SPLIT PROPERLY!!!!!

PAIN IS GOOD
PAIN MAKES U FEEL STRONGER
PAIN MAKES LIFE INTERESTING
PAIN MAKES U UNDERSTAND
PAIN MAKES U SUFFER
PAIN MAKES U STRONGER
PAIN IS ENJOYABLE
PAIN PAIN PAIN

its better than breaking ur window pane!

2010-03-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

To be the best,

every step i take has to be firmer
every wave i make has to be smoother
every isolation i move into has to be sharper
every split i perform has to be wider
every decision i choose has to be sharper
every calculation i make has to be faster
every breathe i take has to be deeper

all of these so i can be the best

every hour, every minute, every second that i train, i will be stronger than before.

thats the only thing in my mind right now. ^^

NOTTTTTT

got other stuff in my mind too DUH

2010-03-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

How do i start a blog entry again?

Martin luther king once said "i had a dream!"

I say "its my Turn!"

i Take UR Nuts or i shoot shoot!

2010-03-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

Its ok to be afraid.
As long as i dun run away from tomorrow,
everything will be fine

2010-02-28T13:52:00.005+08:00

最後まで - CURIOUS BOUT Y THE TRANSLATION AND LYRICS ARE IN DIFF COLOURS?
COZ U R SUPPOSE TO SING THE SONG WITH EMOTIONS GUIDED BY THAT BUNCH OF COLOURS!

Almost not settling it with words, I had an irrational anxiety
Passing that, I felt strength in my heart
You were there, throughout the good times and bad times
While I put up with the fact that “tears are only good when they are over”

I don’t want these hands to forget what you taught me, one by one
Someday, I want to make that pass over for someone else in the same way
Until I can walk on this road which can’t speak of fun or comfort

Am I winning or losing?
Am I right or wrong?
Do I even have talent??
In times like that, you were always there, in pain that seemed the same
As you laughed, “I wonder you really are”

You took it all, gently, like the relaxed and flowing wind
Truth is, I was really scared, and I wanted to run away

You're repeating those questions over again.
But isn't it obvious, that you will always be my friend
Definitely for eternity, (i) will be by your your side
so that it is possible to catch your tears.

But even in words like those, I gained strength from being wrapped up, and the road was lit up

I almost thought I would never be able to do all this
Even though I had practiced to that point,
My feet were scared…

We ran on this lonely, painful road together

Truth is, I was really scared, and I wanted to run away
But even in an abyss of such thoughts, I always felt you at my side
Until the end of ends

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kotoba nanka ja matomannai kurai
tatoeyou no nai fuan ga attari
sore wo koeru kokorotsuyosa ga atta
anata ga ite kureta ii toki mo warui toki ni mo
“namida wa saigo dake de ii” to koraenagara

anata ga oshieta kureta hitotsu hitotsu wo kono te ga wasurenu you ni
itsuka wa boku mo onaji you ni dareka no tame ni sore wo wataseru you ni
tanoshiku mo raku to wa ienu kono michi wo ikeru toko made

kachi tte na n darou make tte na n darou
seikai tte na n darou machigai tte na n darou
sainou tte na n da yo sou yuu toki ni wa itsu datte
anata ga ite kureta onaji you na kurushimi no naka
“honto ni nani na n darou ne” tte warainagara

anata ga uketomete kureta yururi to nagareru kaze no you ni yasashiku
honto wa sugoku kowakatta nigedashitakatta sonna kotoba de sae mo

Anata wa urusainda
Atarimaidarou, kimi wa watashi no tomodachi da
kitto tsuto, anta no soba de,
anta no namida wo tsukamaeru

kurumarete mata arata na chikara ni nari michi wo terashiteku

kore ijou wa dekinai tte kurai
annani mo sa renshuu shita noni
ashi ga bibitteraa

konna ni kurushii michi wo sabishii michi wo tomo ni kakenukete kita

honto wa sugoku kowakatta nigedashitakatta sonna omoi no fuchi de
itsu datte anata wo soba ni kanjiteta saigo no saigo made

2010-02-16T00:51:00.004+08:00

GRAB ME PICK ME HUG ME!

Chinese new year.
The year of the tiger.
Many people say that they shouldnt bear children this year.

Why?

isit coz we are afraid that tigers will pop out of the mum's womb and eat all the babies in the ward?

or becoz females tend to get a teeny weeny bit more aggressive this year (Boys be careful!)?

maybe its becoz they are afraid that their kids will hav yellow and black stripes when their born.

These reasons are valid!! they are plausible!

HOWEVER

SINGAPORE NEEDS BABIES! and THAT IS A FACT TOO!

EVEN I READ THE NEWS!!!

so to all couples out there, young or old, happy or unhappy, ready or not ready.

please consider to reproduce and poop out a few little darlings for the country, even if ur babies turn out to hav weird markings on their skin or if u get scratches, cuts and bruises everywhere while the babies unite!

Everywhere u go, always keep this in mind.

Every baby counts! every effort from each and everyone of us, successful or not, makes a difference!

We really need ur help to come to this world!

COME AND JOIN THE PARTY!

2010-02-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

my life has always been simple..
i sit in front of comp, eat peanut, enjoy my simple life.
like mcflurry, either the vanilla or the oreo.
then some ppl hav to come in and add strawberry shortcake, milo, fruits, vegetable.. and make me confused....

dance is fun
its nothing like a bun
u thrust
u definitely MUST
and u will hav it coming!
all the way!

2010-01-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

To be able to create such a dance from a moment of imagination...

2010-01-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

wad was i thinking?
when the world doesnt revolve around me.
its my choice to follow the path i desire.
hahaz

2010-01-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

lets run! lets run!
with u on the bike, we will ride to anywhere u wish.
living in this moment,
right here, right now, thats all it matters.

Sen no yoru wo koete - third song in my playlist nice!

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer
that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that,
it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer
that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt,
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world,
I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter,
wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew,
so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination,
when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer;
that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt,
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled,
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world

2010-01-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

Staring at the blotches of white painted across the black canvas.
I was searching for someone.
For that instant, i felt our gaze met.
As we connect, overcoming billions light years that set us apart...

ひとりで、よるをこえて。
あのときのさばしいいかんじをもどった。
きらいよ

2010-01-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by
Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky
Even though I'm chilled as if I'm being blown by the wind

I don't know anything(1) about you, do I?
And yet, I found you amongst a billion(2) people
There's no (scientific) basis for this, but I believe this with all seriousness

We can't live at the same time without trivial fights
If I can't be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
Can you share our loneliness?

I pressed my ear against your heart
Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from)
(That's where) I want to disembark,
There, we'll meet once again

I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface
The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold
Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt

Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering
And yet, I want to continue to protect you

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky

粉雪
Konayuki

粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
人混みに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
風に吹かれて似たように凍えるのに
kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni

僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう
boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
soredemo ichioku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda

些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai
素直になれないなら喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ
sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を分け合う事が出来たのかい
futari no kodoku wo wakeau koto ga dekita no kai ?

僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
その声のする方へすっと深くまで
sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
下りてゆきたいそこでもう一度会おう
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou

分かり合いたいなんて上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方
wakariaitai nante uwabe wo nadeteita no wa boku no hou
君のかじかんだ手も握りしめることだけで繋がってたのに
kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta noni

粉雪ねえ永遠を前にあまりに脆く
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
ざらつくアスファルトの上シミになってゆくよ
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natteyuku yo

粉雪ねえ時に頼りなく心は揺れる
konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuzuketai

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから
futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara

2010-01-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

2010-01-18T23:03:00.003+08:00

MUFFIN

Hav u heard of the muffin man~

The muffin man~

The Muffin man~

The crazy little muffin man~

all across ur Land~

2010-01-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

Surrounded by familiar faces,
Shouting at the top of ur voice,
But its just not enough.
Ur words can no longer reach them.
And all of them fade into nothing...

2010-01-17T00:03:00.001+08:00

Envy
Greed

2010-01-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

The older we get, the unhappier the books around us become

2010-01-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

2010-01-08T19:18:00.002+08:00

If pressure is gonna push me off the cliff,
then so be it.
its time i learn how to fly...

heh this sounds nice. i will use it to psyco myself during exams^^.

im feeling lazy...

understanding each other, is that impossible?

2010-01-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

y put so much effort into smthing tat is temporary.
like fireworks, everything in life will bloom for less than one second, and die off within the next
amidst all the fireworks, can u ensure that urs is the brightest and the most memorable?
no matter wad happens, we will all be washed away by the waves of time.
haahahz

this is a spin off imarealtard.blogspot.com
do check it out!

its a new year.

going to post smthing that i hope i can still feel for in the future.

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walking down this empty path.
with nothing but darkness and silence.
the moon shone perfectly up in the starless night sky
寂しくても、悲しくても、私はこの町で走って。。。
自分の未来を探して。。。
仲間を忘れるかもしれない
i might not rmb ur face
ur voice
or ur eyes...
たぶんね、俺の記憶が悪いんだ
but i will rmb my frens as little beadsof light, forever in my heart.
and as i move on,
i noe that i will definitely meet others
as you will too on ur path towards ur future.
この町で続けて、前の地方明るくなった。
さようなら、
友達
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had the urge to post this yst nite. for no real reason.
but i hope that i will be able to relate to this in the future.

pain, it might just turn me into smthing completely different.

2010-01-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

hihi!
its 2341 now
u noe wad that means? day 1 of 2010 is almost over.
slpt thru half of it, woke up watched avatar, then toked for the rest of the day.

^^

yst was weird,
n its kinda weird blogging about yst coz i haven blogged bout my life for very long.
so yst, hmmmm..
went to meet the VIs and VIs to be^^
play snap jack, which was... kinda scary coz ppl slap each others hands and scream.
yeah! but it was fun, apart from getting a large pile of cards

then there was the movie. wow im watched 17 AGAIN AGAIN!...
i still find the part where zac efron toked about the condoms and the baby n abstinence
it was touching. i teared the first time i saw that scene.
plus the scene where they were at court, n he "read" a letter bout his true feelings, but in fact the paper he held only had his address? thingy.
yea.. nice movie
if u wanna noe more about ABSTINENCE
watch this

ahahahaz

then we go walk to the padang
and we didnt make it
and we just stopped somewhere
and the fireworks came up
and ppl go Wow
and ppl go billibanja
and VIP 1110 stone
and Ambrose sir was funny
and we took a picture
and, i realised it was my first time that i saw fireworks LIVE! omg wow..

it was beautiful.

yup then 1110 went to citylink to get food and drinks, countercurrent flow^^
and we talked
i got to noe more about these bunch of ppl,
smthing like getting to noe a bunch of bananas... thats nice
i like bananas, do u like them?
HEH IF U GOT A PROB WITH BANANAS,
THEM I GOT A PROB WITH U
ASSSSS

at least BANANAS stick TOGETHER. ....

yea...

n i reached home at 2 smthing...
slpt till 4 pm today^^

mm mmm

yea..

so its 2010 now.
its new...
and its newer than 2009.
but it means we are closer to 2012.
n i am going to get closer to gals too.. shld be fun

2009-12-31T00:12:00.001+08:00

y cant ppl learn to tolerate
y cant ppl just understand
y do they choose to go their own way
to choose wad they think is right
y do ppl rather retaliate?

2009-12-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

are responsibilities entrusted upon u?
or do u go find it urself?
OR u just dunt noe that u hav responsibilities that u need take charge of?
this fundamental and simple question had baffles me for centures.
i simply cant figure out the complicated and sophisticated and nonsensical algorithms....
arghhh

well, back to story telling.
Long long time ago, there were 3 rings
these rings were magical, sensational.
they were powerful, powdery
they were

the telephone ring
the boxing ring
and the one who B - ring the ring
....
....
....

2009-12-29T22:36:00.001+08:00

My mamma said that the best thing in life
Was getting me
And loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
My mamma said that she would give her
life up for me

My mamma said that the worst thing in life
Is getting used
to loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
Knowing you´re going to
Knowing you´re going to - lose it all

Mamma don´t leave - don´t go
Don´t run - don´t hide - don´t cry
Don´t ever feel scared now
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling protons - all vibrations
Circling neutrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you´re lying there - taking your last breath
I´m holding back the tears - Oh mamma don´t die

My mamma said...

Mamma hold on - give in - let go
Release yourself from everything out there
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you´re lying there - taking your last breath
I´m holding back the tears - Oh mamma don´t die

My mamma said...

dancing to this song may be nice...

2009-12-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

Ever experienced having a full 10 mins or more conversation inside your own head.
And u imagine the trees, the grass, the sun and all the other things around you?
These convos just drag onnnn and onnnn,
and it just wears you down ssllllloooowwwlllyyy...
till u get so tired mentally.

Well, i noe of one such boy.
That boy lived in a land of candies.
the trees were made of lollipops of varying sizes. One can be as gigantic as an ant, and as tiny as the biggest whale
the grass were made of liquorice
the dogs and cats hopping around were made of tic tac
and the frogs were obviously made of chocolate.

this boy loved candies oh so much.
he roamed around the land, going far and wide in search of new candies sprouting everywhere.
One sunny day, he saw another boys and said "Heh! wad the candy are u doing here?"
he snatched the other boy's candy flavoured water bottle and threw it so high up in the air.

the other boy was chubby and wubby.
he tried to snatch
but couldnt catch
he fumbled and stumbled
his mouth bubbled.
and the waterbottle crashed onto the floor, splashing candiliquid all over my PANTS!

"i spilled liquids all over the table"
"i spilled liquids all over the floor"
"i spilled liquids all over my PANTS!"

WOW....

then a lizard came into the scene.

carrying a trophy he just earned in one hand, he just zoom past the liquids that wasnt on my pants.
upon coming in contact with the liquid, friction was reduced drastically.

he slipped and fell
and fell and slipped
and fell again....

and the trophy broke

and we all laughed till the end of the story.

THE END.

2009-12-28T22:57:00.001+08:00

couping myself in my dumb head.
i wont understand anything

2009-12-28T22:15:00.001+08:00

わからない人，たぶん僕だけだ

2009-12-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

Maybe, just maybe,
i will understand.
And perhaps,
they will understand,
that love.. will change the world.

2009-12-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hav u ever wondered y the sky is blue?
Hav u ever wondered y the light is so bright?
Hav u ever wondered y u stink?
Hav u ever wondered y ur room is so small?
Hav u ever....
deedooddoodeeedooddeeeeedeedeeddooo

no u dun wonder.
u nvr wonder at all
u r just too plain lazy to use ur brain!
ur brain could hav done wonders u noe!

i went to wonderland with my brain.
i wondered how the sky was pink in wonderland.
then mr wonder came to me and said.
The sky is pink becoz i wondered, and the pink dolphins were swimming in the sea.
so when they bob their heads up to wonder y the sky wasnt pink.
the wondrous sun shone on them and reflected pink on the sky.
the sun did wonders and made the dolphins wonderfully happy

the end.
-mr wonder man says hi to ALL OF YOU.
-WOnder boy pooped in his pants
-Mrs wonders pooped a baby wonder!

2009-12-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

life has no meaning, till u start searching for it?

2009-12-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

Words that hurt others
are like knives that drive straight thru ppl's hearts
Words of kindness,
are nothing more than just pressure pads,
temporarily stopping the bleeding.
For no words of comfort can ever mend it.

im bored.

2009-12-10T00:05:00.001+08:00

An idealistic person,
wow ppl with the ideals,
yet hav no ability to achieve them.
hopeless

2009-12-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

im afraid to try.
i hesitate
i start to ques my abilities
coz of these, its hard to move forward

2009-12-08T17:37:00.002+08:00

Let go of the emotion and feel wad others feel.

2009-11-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

Other living things evolve by changing themselves to suit the environment, thats y they can nvr be as adaptable.

Humans dun really change much. we just change our environment to suit us. From the very beginning, when we started to kill animals for fur, we have already displayed our hunger to be at the top and to be king!

This the key difference that made us the best of the best.
And the worse of the worse^^

2009-11-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

Setting: Cross between a jungle and a sarvanna
Characters: Gal (Main Character)
Hadi (soldier)
General
Eccentric man
Fairy god mother
Soldier 1 (brother)
Soldier 2 (brother)
Soldier's sister
Volunteers

Story starts

Gal was sitting in a jeep with Hadi.

Gal "Where are we going, why are we going into the wilderness?"
Hadi stuttered, trying to piece words together into a sentence.
Being able to read minds, Gal gasp.
Gal "Why are we going to hunt the rhino in the wilderness? You are going to kill it right?"
General "Coz the zoo is out of space. Plus the easiest way to clear a threat to our people is to kill it.
Gal slumps into her chair, helpless.

As the jeep reaches the campsite, Gal notices that there are many volunteers have already arrived. Her sister and her two brothers were there.

Sister "Hi, hey come into the room that we have already prepared! Its better then sticking around here!"

Gal enters the room and was served drinks. The light was deem here, and the floor was wet, something like a market floor. It just gave her goosebumps. A man entered. This man gave out an aura of evil. Gal was frightened. She could see a pair of clippers in the man's hand. Not ordinary nail clippers, but weapon used in mafias to clip of a finger as punishments for minor offences. Suddenly he went down on his knees and propped Gal's leg onto his knee. Taking one breath, he sucked Gal's big toe.

Eccentric man "Nice big toe you have here, my dear."

As he did so, he raised his clipper ever closer to Gal's toe. Sensing danger, Gal immediately pulled her leg away. She heard the main door click as her brothers went out of the house. Stuck in this creepy house with this crazy man was too much for her. She lunged for the door but felt a hand pulling her back. It wasnt a coarsed hand of the mad man, but a smoother and smaller one. It was her sister's. As she turned back, she saw fiery and revenge in her sister's eyes.

Oh noo.. She recalled the death of her sister's 7 babies due to her fault. She thought her sister had forgiven her, but no. Her sister took out several darts with poison meant to put the rhino to sleep.

Gal thought " She's gonna poison me and i'll be mutilated by that mad man, gotta escape."

She struggled with her sister, finally succeeding to pierce her sister with the darts. Her sister slump to the ground. As Gal tried to escape, her sister grabbed her from behind and threw her to the floor. The poison have yet to take effect. With one last effort, gal pushed her sister to the ground and ran out of the room.

She ran into the common hall where the volunteers are. Everyone were preparing their darts. As she settled in, she saw she sister and brothers walking into the hall, darts in both hands, ready to strike. She moved around the hall, trying to maximise the space in between her and the other group. As she moved, her actions caught the attention of her sister. They ran through the crowd as soon as possible, knocking people over. Some volunteers carrying axe swung it unintentionally and chopped the hand of their fellow comrade off. Screaming in pain, these victims took their axe, and delivered the same fate to their friends. The hall was filled with cried of agony and soon many volunteers died. Soon, the survivors came to realise Gal's situation. As soon as her sister and brothers were out of the hall, they closed all the gates and windows.

As this was happening, crazy man had successfully invited a afro american lady with toe nails painted red into the room. As he once again propped the leg of this woman up on his knee, he took one long suck on her toe, exclaiming in delight. Pulling out his clipper, he clipped of her big toe. And blood splurted out...

Gal's sister tried to get into the hall. A bright light flashed and Gal and her sister were gone.

They appeared in a futuristic apartment, with green glowing lights. Both were bound to their chairs. As they struggle to break free, a fairy godmother appeared.

Fairy godmother wagged her finger at Gal's sister and said "Why cant u just forgive her, my dear?"
Gal's sister "She was the caused of my 7 babies! How could i forgive her!"
Fairy godmother said "But didnt you caused her to lose her 7 children and even the 4 foetus in her womb?"
Gal's sister looked away "I didnt wanted that to happen..."
Fairy godmother "Well good. Now to settle this matter, I want both of you to select seven of your seven babies ashes and keep them, then throw the ashed of the other babies into the sea under this bridge where this apartment is as."

Both of them did. As soon as they did it, they felt a sense of relief and all hatred for one another was gone.

The End

- I had nothing to write so a posted a dream i had 2 hours ago. I feel dam shit when i have this kind of dream. Its Weird... and i wanted a happy one or smthing, not a drama kind. Sry if the story doesnt link properly, coz thats how it went. And throughout the dream,i had a 3rd person view of the Gal though she is the main character. Weird thought the main character was always me...

2009-11-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

ahahaha uhuhuhu

turn up the volume!

ahaahha

2009-11-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

In our life, trying our best doesnt always mean that we will get wad we set out to achieve.
But if we dun give it a shot, we won't noe how far we can go.
Even if we dont make it, we can still smile and say that, "At least i noe i gave my all."

一生懸命頑張れば、いい成績を取られなくても、あたし達は未来の向こうに走して続けられます。

2009-10-31T20:34:00.002+08:00

Cat
Locked
Italy's
Viking
Entirely

Shocked
Ian's
Nurse

Ethically
Ate
That

Yawning
Openly
Under

Umbrella's
Pot

^^

2009-10-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

im back

2009-10-26T00:25:00.003+08:00

^^
Atashinchi no Danshi
Sometimes its just too hard to get over a sudden infactuation,

n i will nvr forget, tat there is someone out there who is afraid to eat jelly

2009-10-09T00:33:00.001+08:00

大人の世界は寂しそう

2009-10-09T00:24:00.001+08:00

Wadever!
de de de de da di do
Wadever!
wooooo! nice
hahahaahhaz
anyone wan go watch the RGS musical?

2009-10-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

i am not homo

How to express urself with hands

2009-09-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

Peach

Oh, sunny sun sun, you make me want to sing as you warm up the year.*
What a euphoric feeling, drinking whatever I want and laughing whenever.

Ah, I want my jiggling heart to keep throbbing like this…
Perhaps that’s the feeling of... paradise.
Ah~ I got it, it’s actually the feeling of summer!!

PEACH!! A peach is really an upside-down love mark.
See, it wasn’t really stable standing on that little point and got flipped over,
So I’m going to flip it back up again and give it back to you!
PEACH!! A peach is an upside-down love mark.
It’s going to take more effort to turn it around, but I’m gonna show you what I got!
Because I’m in love with you.

A depressing bye-bye, it’s so sad that I have no time for you at the moment!
As the bye-bye keeps wearing on, I begin to see that I have to take my chances
When I find a good spot!

No! It’s important for me to stay focused on life and forget about those days.
Wait a sec, when did I get so tainted!?
Ah~! It seems that I’ve grown up!!!

BEACH!! A place filled with the allurement of buttocks everywhere.
It’s normal for me to be a little concerned over this predicament
But I have faith in you.
BEACH!! If it’s only buttocks you want, I can give it to you!
I’m ready to show you a night so electrifying, you’ll need the morning to recover.

Mixing the devil and an angel into one deep breath, I’m compelled to keep pulling
To turn the peach back up again, so that I could return it in its original form – now that’s high touch!**

PINCH!! Everything is in harmony and we’re taking it at our own paces***
When the rhythm of our feet meet then – JUMP!! JUMP!!
PINCH!! Just as I thought, being with you is where I should have been all along.
It’s brought back all the good humour and good times to this summer!

PEACH!! A peach is really an upside-down love mark.
It’s going to take more effort to turn it round, but I’m gonna give it my best!
Because I’m in love with you, you, you!!

PEACH~ PEACH × PEACE!!!

太陽サンサン　盛り上がる今年は　歌いたい
気分ルンルン　飲みたい放題　笑いたい

ゆれるゆれる心に　ドキドキしたいなぁ…。
それもそうかな、楽園
あぁ、あぁ、あぁ…夏だねぇ!!

PEACH!!　ひっくり返る愛のマーク
一点で不安定だからすぐ一転する
だけど返してみせるよ
PEACH!!　ひっくり返る愛のマーク
何倍ものパワーが必要　がんばってみせるよ
愛しちゃうから

憂鬱にバイバイ　そんな暇はない　もったいない
脱皮でバイバイ　イイトコロ見たら
チャンスでしょ

ひたむきさが大事ね　忘れたあの日
いつの間に汚れたんだ?
あぁ、あぁ、あぁ…熟します!!

BEACH!!　お尻だらけの誘惑
少しくらい心配したっていいじゃない、
信じてるけど
BEACH!!　お尻が欲しければあげるわ
刺激的な夜と癒しの朝用意するね

吸い込んだ中に混ざってた　悪魔と天使
押せど押せど引き　元に返したら　ハイ　タッチ

PINCH!!　何事もバランス　お互いマイペース
リズムに合わせてジャンプ　ジャンプ!
PINCH!!　やっぱ一緒にいようよ　いるべきだよ
機嫌直して　楽しもうよ　この夏を

PEACH!!　ひっくり返る愛のマーク
何倍ものパワーが必要　がんばってみせるよ
愛しちゃうから　愛しちゃうから　愛しちゃうから

PEACH、PEACH×PEACE
太陽サンサン　盛り上がる今年は　歌いたい
気分ルンルン　飲みたい放題　笑いたい

ゆれるゆれる心に　ドキドキしたいなぁ…。
それもそうかな、楽園
あぁ、あぁ、あぁ…夏だねぇ!!

PEACH!!　ひっくり返る愛のマーク
一点で不安定だからすぐ一転する
だけど返してみせるよ
PEACH!!　ひっくり返る愛のマーク
何倍ものパワーが必要　がんばってみせるよ
愛しちゃうから

憂鬱にバイバイ　そんな暇はない　もったいない
脱皮でバイバイ　イイトコロ見たら
チャンスでしょ

ひたむきさが大事ね　忘れたあの日
いつの間に汚れたんだ?
あぁ、あぁ、あぁ…熟します!!

BEACH!!　お尻だらけの誘惑
少しくらい心配したっていいじゃない、
信じてるけど
BEACH!!　お尻が欲しければあげるわ
刺激的な夜と癒しの朝用意するね

吸い込んだ中に混ざってた　悪魔と天使
押せど押せど引き　元に返したら　ハイ　タッチ

PINCH!!　何事もバランス　お互いマイペース
リズムに合わせてジャンプ　ジャンプ!
PINCH!!　やっぱ一緒にいようよ　いるべきだよ
機嫌直して　楽しもうよ　この夏を

PEACH!!　ひっくり返る愛のマーク
何倍ものパワーが必要　がんばってみせるよ
愛しちゃうから　愛しちゃうから　愛しちゃうから

PEACH、PEACH×PEACE

taiyou san san mori ageru kotoshi wa utaitai
kibun run run nomitai houdai waraitai

yureru yureru kokoro ni doki doki shitai naa....
sore mo sou kana, rakuen
aa, aa, aa … natsu da nee!!

PEACH!! hikkuri kaeru ai no maaku
itten de fuantei dakara sugu itten suru
dakedo kaeshite miseru yo
PEACH!! hikkuri kaeru ai no maaku
nanbai mo no pawaa ga hitsuyou ganbatte miseru yo
aishichau kara

yuuutsu ni baibai sonna hima wa nai mottaitai
dappi de baibai ii tokoro mitara
chansu desho

hitamukisa ga daiji ne wasureta ano hi
itsu no ma ni yogoretanda?
aa, aa, aa ... tsukushimasu!!!

BEACH!! oshiri darake no yuuwaku
sukoshi kurai shinpai shitatte iijanai,
shinjiteru kedo
BEACH!! oshiri ga hoshikereba ageru wa
shigekiteki na yoru to iyashi no asa youi suru ne

suikonda naka ni mazatteta akuma to tenshi
osedo osedo hiki moto ni kaeshitara hai tacchi

PINCH!! nanigoto mo baransu otagai mai peesu
rizumu ni awasete jampu jampu!
PINCH!! yappa issho ni iyou yo irubeki da yo
kigen naoshite tanoshi mou yo kono natsu wo

PEACH!! hikkuri kaeru ai no maaku
nanbai mo no pawaa ga hitsuyou ganbatte miseru yo
aishichau kara aishichau kara aishichau kara

PEACH, PEACH × PEACE

2009-09-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

emotions wears me out too fast

2009-09-25T22:22:00.002+08:00

ppl who deletes their blogs deprives me of the chance to read their blogs
seriously, everything is about me
wad u do is for me
wad u eat is for me
wad u wear is for me
nothing about u, from head to toe, is not about me
becoz
...
...
...
...
happy birthday

2009-09-25T21:48:00.004+08:00

Maki horikita

is this some kind of LOVE?

no i dun think so

but still, i LIKE!

more pics!

its not my hobby

its just a sudden crave

nothing bad will happen

2009-09-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

im just too lazy to post
im just too lazy to post
im just too lazy to post
im just too lazy to post
im just too lazy to post

*poof*

i just posted. WOWOWIWA!

Sex is something u r born with, whether u hav it or not
gender is something constructed by society, boys play guns, girls play dolls

pigs can fly
cows can fly
horses can fly
......
in their dreams.

see the ambiguity in the sentence?

dan brown has new book

my printer is white

my phone ringing

2009-09-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

Kurosagi!

クロサギ

2009-09-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

DD - cold & heartless says:
piupiu
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
piupiu?
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
jabba
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
wockezz
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
wockeez
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
woalking
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
their
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
dog
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
jabbing the cat
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
and the dog ate the cat
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
and
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
the chinamen ate the dof
whoever needs help, u will need this <<>> says:
dog

i present TO U, a few seconds of genius!
who is the genius?
the genie and the ANus
u with the lucky lamp,
and the oily fing~er
is the GENIus

2009-09-09T02:00:00.002+08:00

wiggle wiggle.. o ha yo minna SAN!
its 2.00 am in the morning and im watching, ur not watching, probably dreaming,
Nobuta wo produce! DESU!
yep .. hehe

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nothing everlast in this world, right?
everything will wither and fade away, even memories
it just depends on how strong the memories are.
is that the reason y students like us try to wreak as much havoc in sch and
send our teachers screaming and pissing in their pants?

hahaha

when we are in sec 2 and 3, theres nothing to care about
we just laugh, play and do fragrant shit with our frens.
we are just who we are.
but as sec 4 comes to an end,
a lot of events just start to come to a closure.
CCAs, gatherings.. everything.
then when im with my frens, i sought of want to try as hard as possible
so tat i can try and recreate the most hyped up moments we had.
i think everyone tries to do that, or feel, or maybe im wrong.
then i find myself replaying the moments i had with them over and over again in my mind
just thinking, n laughing to myself..

i watched nobuta wo produce
" we dun find it fun while we are doing it, its just years later tat we remember and
think to ourselves, that was pretty awesome"

"u think that when we are adults, we would look back and picture ourselves fooling around?"

sou yo, emotions always come too late
i always knew that wadever i held on to will end in a few months
but i just find it hard when it does
the one thing i hate about frenship is,
when it ends,
u see everyone trying so hard, putting their all, squeezing out everything they hav
but the atmosphere isnt there anymore.
then as yrs pass, the group of frens gets used to this
and everything fades into memories

the part where i detest the most is, when we dun feel anything at all.
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ARGGHH this drama is dam thought provoking!!!!
WATCH IT PPL

n the post didnt come out the way i wanted...
shit, i really need to take philo seriously

2009-09-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

At home, in school, in this society,
time and again we find ourselves trying to prove our abilities
so that ppl can notice us.
so that we will be liked by others and wont be picked on by others
and only when others recognise our existance, can we believe that we exist
we constantly think of ways to be known,
and yet, we try to be different only so that we can conform to society and become
part of it.

isnt that so?

breathing, drinking, eating, living,
wad shirt should i wear? wad words shld i use?
wad emotions shld i show in front of the crowd today?
to live has become an objective not for ourselves but others.

society tells us
"change so that we can keep up with the crowd."

Society governs ur life? Thats wrong.

It is those who dare to say
"i am the change, u change so that u can keep up with me"

These are the people who governs ur life.

Which do u wan to be?

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RAWR.. 1 year ago, i laugh at ppl who try to ask ques like
wad is the world? ooooo
wad gives my life meaning? waahhhhh
is gals everything to me? muaahhhhhh

yet, 1 year later, i see myself trying to define my life my way..

hahahaahahahz, this world is just so interesting ahahahahahz^^
im glad that i was born ^^

この世界はおもしれ！
僕は生まれたよかっただぞ！！！

KOno SEIKAI wa omoshiRE!
boku wa UMARETA YOKKATADAZO!

Read with varying intonation. jap sounds nicer though its same meaning

2009-09-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

30, 40, 50 years down the road...
i dunt noe wad i will become.

judging from my poor memory, i think i will forget almost everything tat happened in RC. "Err... who poke fish ar?" or "Got ppl emo meh?" i might even forget some of the names. "You.. you.. me?" or "Pro? who pro? smthing pro one.."

But when im lonely, or gazing into space.. or even when im old and senile. i might just smile to myself and say "I really had a great time then... tat warm, strong feeling of frenship.. 懐かしいだよ。"

2009-08-30T01:49:00.001+08:00

2009-08-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

" i think the school has given u all a wrong notion,
u all think that there is nothing in this world that
can decieve u any more. U all became so cynical,
critisizing every single miniscule thing that passes
ur way. Because u all are always at the top, dreams have
become smthing that u dun need anymore"

What caused us to become so analytical, so cycnical and so full of ourselves? Maybe its the way we live, or the envrionment we are in? Or isit due to the Paul's wheel of reasoning that we struggle to apply in our essays? We have become so practical that we have to find fault in everything we see. Or perhaps because we are at the top, because things come too easily for us, that we forgotten what it was like to live life the way we should. Dreams and hope have become a remnant of the past?

2009-08-10T14:26:00.001+08:00

ahahah we sing this song during camp so fun

2009-08-09T01:03:00.001+08:00

2009-08-08T01:52:00.003+08:00

nite time is always the weirdest.

its when all the emotions just flow into me

all at once.

it makes me feel so real

2009-08-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

Portfolio reflections,
i want to do a great job out of it!

Read through my previous post to try and find inspiration for my theme
But no long after, hadi came up with it..
Now, my passion is driving me 10 thousand percent!
Go! haahahz

Anyways, i came to realise that my previous posts from last year truly reflected how i had lived my life.

The posts were all over the place (it still is now^^), they were childish, crazy, hilarious, dark. All of them sought of expressed how confused i was. The transition from being alone to a group of friends had been confusing and chaotic, just like how my posts were. I wasnt confused with who i am, but i was uncertain of what i should become, how i should integrate into my batch and what trends i should follow....

and as i try to type out more words, my mind goes blank, and i forgot wad i am suppose to write.
^^ nvm
all the late nights have made my head empty, need recharge

2009-08-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

yay back on blog

started to play golf again yst. not bad
but morning sprain finger so couldnt play as long as i wanted..
bleah
but was fun.
the feeling when u swing ur club and hear the ptwsh sound
its amazing^^

not bad not bad. i could hit with my utility^^
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Today went carnival
then went dance
then went random
then went cycle
then went walking on highway
then went bedok eat
then went shengyang mansion
then went home

tired
slp
feel like
yea
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to cheer ppl up^^

nice yoobin

2009-07-25T18:44:00.001+08:00

i noe we all missed them

2009-07-25T14:46:00.002+08:00

wadever u do in life
remember,

Just get a hell lot stronger

and for those retards out there who thinks getting stronger only refers to going to the gym, u r wrong^^

2009-07-25T01:49:00.006+08:00

im too much of a show off and that aint good

im too proud and that aint good

im too flippant and that aint good

im too insensitive and that aint good

im too lousy at managing time but that aint good

but

coz i am called clive sin, i am still the best^^

(see wad I mean)

wahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahhaz

2009-07-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

あなたは私の光、
私の勇気、
私の夢。
君は私の全て、この世界に一番美しい人だよ。
貴方の傍に守らせてくれる。

2009-07-22T23:32:00.001+08:00

Cute aragaki Yui. my frend likes her so im putting these up so more ppl can like her